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jonathan and i had been have little arguments nearly daily, i've been trying to get him to talk to me about it but he's not budging."jonathan." i said and looked at him.
"yeah?" he said but didn't look up from his phone.
"how are you doing?" i asked him.
"okay, why?" he said, still looking at his phone.
that phone was annoying me so i grabbed his phone and put it in my lap.
"what was that for?" he said angrily.
"no, we're not doing this again." i said, trying to stop him from starting another dumb argument.
he took a deep breath.
"what's been making you so angry lately?" i asked him calmly.
"practice has been kicking my ass and i'm not playing the way i want to. i don't want to be bringing my hockey problems home but i have been." he explained to me.
i took a second, "okay. it's okay. i'm sure it's normal to dislike that why you've been playing. you can always talk to me about it."
"i don't want my problems to fall to you. they're mine for a reason." he quickly shut that idea down.
"that's what i'm here for, to help you through things because i love too much to watch you get all upset." i said to him and grabbed his hands.
"i need a second." jonathan said and stood up, he walked in the direction of the front door and walked out.
i let out a breath, this is easier said then done.
i put his phone down and i stood up and i followed him out.
he was sitting in the front step, just looking at the sky.
i sat down next to him and i placed my hand on his knee.
"i feel really bad, i've been making your life harder because of my stupid problems." jonathan apologized and looked at me.
i smiled at him, "you don't have to apologize for being human."
he smiled back at me, "we can fix this right?"
"of course." i grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers.
rain drops started lightly falling on our shoulders and heads.
i looked up at the sky and sure enough, the clouds were darker then normal.
"we should go inside." i said to jonathan.
"wait." he stood up and held his hands out.
i grabbed them, confused and he started swaying us.
i put my arms around his neck and looked into his eyes.
"you're so beautiful." he complimented.
i just smiled at him. the rain had started to pick up more.
he stopped swaying and he leaned in and kissed me. he was saying sorry, he was showing he'd do better, he was showing me that he loved me.
i pulled away but put my forehead on his, "i love you."
"i love you too."
it was full on pouring now and jonathan grabbed my hand and went inside.
"where are we going?" i asked him.
"upstairs to watch a movie." he said.
my heart melted, he knew what to do to make me happy that's for sure.
we watched a movie in our bed and cuddled.
the movie was nearing the end and i didn't want to go to bed just yet. i don't think jonathan wanted to either.
i looked over at him and he was already looking at me.
he kissed me, this time, passionately.
one kissed turned into a full make out session.
i don't know how anger can turned into love so fast but it can, and i'm not complaining.
a/n:
honestly loved this one
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