Written Words Left Unsaid (Michael Cliffofd Fanfic)

Chapter 19

Haven't updated in a while because school came back and I've been kind of stuck on what to write. Sorry if this chapter is kind of boring, they should get better soon! Thank you for reading!!

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The door opened and closed, and someone sit on the edge of the bed. I kept my eyes shut and my breathing steady, but the tears kept coming. Whoever this was, I wanted them to just leave me alone, I wanted to just cry right now. I felt them move a little closer and put there hand on my shoulder. Unfortunately, I flinched and I heard them chuckle.

'I know you're awake now.' It was Ashton.

'So?' I sniffed.

'You ok? I heard you crying,' he said laying down next to me.

'I'm fine,' I said.

'You sure?' He asked again.

'Yes, just tired,' I repeated, getting annoyed.

'Ok then,' Ashton said, not believing me. 'Night,' he said as he walked out of the room.

'Night,' I mumbled. I lay there in silent darkness then, just waiting to fall asleep.

The light from outside shone brightly into the room through the thin curtains that hung over the windows. I sighed and rubbed my eyes, they were sore from crying, but I didn't feel sad anymore. To be honest, I didn't feel anything, I was just numb. It was like my emotions had just shut down, it was like my body was over feeling anything, so resorted to feeling nothing.

I rolled onto my back and closed my eyes, trying to think of a good reason to get up. I had been there for a while when I turned to look at my clock next to my bed. 9:37. What the hell had me waking up this early? I sighed and got up, walking to the bathroom to wash my face. I walked in and closed the door behind me, looking in the mirror and seeing I was a mess. My eyes were red, my hair was everywhere, and I had dark circles under my eyes; it reminded of Michael when I woke up.

I turned on the tap and put my hands under the cold water, filling my hands then splashing it on my face. It woke me up pretty quickly, I looked back in the mirror and watched the water running down my face. What had happened to me? The doctors said I was fine, but I didn't believe them. I dried my face and opened the door only to run into a tall body.

'Oh, sorry,' Calum said. I looked up and smiled, but it felt unnatural.

'It's all good,' I said walking out.

'You sleep good?' Calum asked standing in the doorway.

'Yeah, I slept fine,' I lied, 'You?'

'I haven't slept yet, Luke and I pulled an all-nighter, but he's crashed on the couch now,' Calum laughed.

'I see, well, I'm going to go find some breakfast,' I said walking to the kitchen. I passed the lounge room on the way, and saw Luke laying in the couch with his head on the arm of the chair. I sighed and walked into the kitchen, wondering where things would be. I started with the pantry and found some peanut butter and Nutella. Then I looked in the freezer and found a loaf of bread. I took out two pieces and defrosted them in the microwave.

As the timer went off, someone else walked in and sat at the counter. I turned and saw Michael sitting there with a smile on his face, but it wasn't his usual happy smile. I put my bread on a plate and and sat next to him, taking the spreads with me. I put them on the bench and he put his arm around my waist and kissed my cheek.