Written Words Left Unsaid (Michael Cliffofd Fanfic)

Chapter 28

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Michael's P.O.V.

It's been two weeks. Two whole weeks we have been in London, but I can't think of anything but her. The image is imprinted in my mind forever. I can't sleep because I'm so worried they will call with news. Everyone is so worried, but at least they can keep it together, they can focus on the album. I can't.

It was two days before we left, and I couldn't stay there with her. Her mum flew down, and hasn't left her since. Last week her friends had to go back home, and Calum spent two hours on Skype with Sally who was in tears over it. I don't talk to any of them, but Ashton does, he talks with all of them.

I haven't seen her in two whole weeks, and she doesn't even know that time has passed. Two weeks without seeing her beautiful face, without hearing her laugh, seeing her smile, feeling her touch. I miss her so much, but it's because of me she's like this.

I sighed and flopped down onto my bed. I was sharing a room with Ashton here in London, so he was laying on his bed.

'Mate, I know it hurts, but you have to try and focus now. Things are getting serious, you have to get with it,' Ashton said to me.

'I ruined her life Ash. It's my fault this happened,' I replied staring up at the empty ceiling.

'Ok, that's it!' Ashton said getting up and sitting on my bed. 'Sit up.' I didn't move. 'Sit your lazy ass up now!' He ordered me. I slowly did as I was told.

'What?' I asked.

'You need to see that you being in suck a bad mood all the time has an effect on all of us. When we write, we can't make happy songs that would make people want to dance and jump around like we used to. All we can get out is depressing shit! If you can't lift your mood up even the slightest bit, this whole album will just fall through.' Ashton waited for me to react, staring at me.

'I can't do it. I have to go back,' I said finally.

'No! Michael, you have to let go! Ever since that day you haven't even thought that maybe it hurt us too, you think it only got to you. Well it didn't. Calum couldn't stay there for Sally, who was a total wreck and you know it. So now, it's long distance Skype calls while one of them is always half asleep or crying. Luke has to now try and make Calum feel ok about this, but that's hard because he feels bad too. I can't be there for anyone either and it's hurting us all that she's like this. Bit just you!' Ashton yelled at me.

'Ash just shu-'

'No you shut up and listen! This whole thing hurt all of us. You haven't talked to anyone about it, but I've talked to all her friends and you have no idea how much they want her to be ok,' Ashton paused.

'They blame me don't they?' I asked, already knowing the answer.

'Only Denique, but the rest of them just want you to be ok too, because she really loved you. And when she wakes up, she's going to need you as much as you need her right now. So stop feeling sorry for yourself and help us make a kick ass album or go home and sit at home all day, wondering if you should go and see her, but you never do. God damnit Michael, get your shit together, or this won't work!' With that, Ashton got up and walked out of our room.