His sunflower

chapter 19

Abby pov

I couldn't stop it. It came so quickly. Johnathan was so concerned. He ended up taking me to the back. Although I didn't notice. I was too busy panicking. When we got to the back he tried talking to me and calming me down but it doesn't work. I don't even know what caused it. Josh possibly wanting to fight? no way. I don't know. But I can't breathe at this point and that just adds to the panicking.

Johnny starts looking around trying to find something or someone to help but doesn't have any luck. I see him typing on his phone. I got annoyed with him because was he really texting during my panic attack? Like seriously dude. I try to turn around to leave because he obviously wasn't going to help me. He saw me and grabbed my arm. I fell into him and he helped me become steady. A few seconds later he brings his lips to mine. I was confused so I didn't react. Was he seriously kissing me right now? Thinking about how idiotic he was being right now distracted me from my other thoughts and the panic simmered down to almost nothing.

The kiss lasted a few seconds long but we broke apart when someone came into the back room. It was Josh. I just stare at him and wait for him to say what he wants to say. When he doesn't say anything I turn to leave.

"Abby. Why were you kissing Johnny?"

"Because he's my boyfriend..?" I look at him confused

"No he's not"

"How the fuck would you know Josh?"

"Because I'm your boyfriend"

"What? No you're not. I broke up with you remember?"

"No you tried to break up with me. I disagreed therefore we are still together"

"I don't need your fucking consent to break up with you. You abused me and I left you. I don't fucking care if you agree or not. We. Are. Over. And last time I checked you just kissed Becca. So shut the fuck up" Not letting him respond I grab Johnny's hand and pull him out of the room.

We walked back to our table so we can eat. We get into a conversation about what just happened. When I see Josh coming over I turn to Johnny and kiss him again. I don't want to talk to him. The only way out of a conversation is make it look like your busy. I'm not gonna lie. Johnny is an amazing kisser. I could get used to having a fake boyfriend to fake kiss you know. No commitment to this whole thing. No feelings. Kissing with no strings attached. It's a nice idea.

When the food came we silently ate our food. It was really good. It had so much flavor. It was like food from heaven. After we finished eating we make our way out to his car. It's not as awkward as I thought it was gonna be after the kiss. We just acted like nothing happened which works for me. Because now that people know we're gonna have to show it at school too. We can't get all awkward now.

Johnnys Pov

I kissed her. Yup I actually kissed her. I had to look up ways to calm someone down from a panic attack. I got so scared something worse was gonna happen. I looked up ways to help. It said kiss them. It has them hold their breath or whatever. I didn't look into the dynamics of it. I saw the word kiss and I did it. What? sue me. What surprised me though is that she kissed me back. It was a nice feeling.

The kiss for interrupted by yours truly Joshy Poo. I wanted to punch him for causing Abby to have a panic attack. Was it necessary? She honestly shot him down right as he tried to turn it on her. She freaking cussed at him. I've like never heard her cuss like that. Especially at a person. She's usually too nice too. It was hot.

When she was done yelling at Josh for being the manipulative son of a bitch he is she grabbed my hand to go to the table. When we got to the table we started talking and laughing about what just happened. Josh decided to come out of the back room probably deciding it had been long enough to make it not suspicious. Catching me off guard Abby kissed me again. I could get used to this. We left soon after and I brought her to my house. She came in and was surprised to see my siblings. She either didn't know I had them or forgot. I don't know. I don't think i've ever told her. We have a pretty big age gap so it's not like we're outside playing football all the time.

"Abby this is my older brother Tom and my younger brother Danny."

Instead of saying hi Danny runs up and hugs Abby. He's super short so his hug is around her thighs but it's the effort that mattered. She laughs and hugs him back bending down a little.

"What's up" Tom says before walking into the kitchen

She waves and then turns to me with a smile.

"You didn't tell me you had a younger brother. He's adorable."

"Yea well you've never asked" I say shrugging

We walked into the living room and sat on the couch. We turned on a movie and it sadly wasn't Shrek. It was halfway through the movie when there was a knock on the door. I groan and get up to open the door because my brothers are useless. When I open the door it's my best-friend Noah. He's a complete dumbass but I love him. He has yet to find out I have a "girlfriend"

"What's up Noah?"

"Sup bro" and he walks into my house like he's my brother. Which he is basically.

He stops dead in his tracks when he sees Abby. I laugh and introduce them.

"Noah this is Abby.. My girlfriend... Abby Noah my best friend."

"Dude! You didn't tell me you had a girlfriend!"

He goes to sit by her on the couch and she laughs. He has a way to make people not feel uncomfortable when he's in the room. I go to sit by her but closer than before now that we have an audience. She scoots into me and gets comfortable. We all watch the movie and Noah of course makes jokes about everything happening. Abby ends up falling asleep on my shoulder. And I can't help from smiling at her peaceful sleeping face. She's mine. Well for now.

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OOOO DOES JOHNNY HAVE A CRUSH?!