Dandelions | Yeongyu

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   "I know we haven't talked much but I really like you Hyung, I was wondering if maybe you would want to go on a date with me?" Yeonjun looked to the nervous boy and could only give him comfort with a smile. "Thank you, you're very kind." Kais blush grew as he slightly swayed his body, it seemed like things were going well, maybe he could actually get a date with Yeonjun?

"But I already have someone I'm deeply in love with. I hope you can understand."  He stated and Kai gulped, now being the one to freeze up. "Uh~oh." He stuttered out. "I'm sorry!" Hueningkai bowed so embarrassed but he still thought it was cool how smooth Yeonjun talked, plus hearing he was loyal to someone just proved he was kind hearted.

Yeonjun then looked up and saw Beomgyu standing by the gate. His eyes stung red and his lip quivered. He stood their looking lost. His knees were pointed in and shaking and the hoodie he wore hung down right past his thighs. He wore the most innocent look on his face. He was precious.

Yeonjun looked to him with nothing but admiration and love but that look was not returned. They stood across the court yard from each-other, the distance felt like it was miles. That's when Yeonjun realized. This situation must look so bad from where he was. His eyes grew wide and he took one step past the still in shock Hueningkai. But with every small step he took was one Beomgyu took back.

His steps stopped and so did Beomgyus. He watched as the teary eyed boy dropped his hands by his side. He looked so worn out.

"Beomgyu.." He finally broke their silence which sent a shiver down the smallers spine. He now took off running, his vision blurred with the water streaming down his cheeks. He knew not to cry anymore, but he wasn't in control of it.

However he didn't get far. Yeonjun had his grip on his arm, this time it being gentle.

Beomgyu could only sniff as he held his head down, he couldn't bring the courage to look back at him. He didn't need too though, because Yeonjun swiftly turned him around and pulled him into his chest, giving him a long embrace.

"I told him no." He said and that's all he needed to say. Beomgyus voice cracked as he threw his arms around Yeonjun as tight as he could. "You promise you're not leaving?" He asked through broken sobs and Yeonjun who was now also on the verge of tears bent down and cuffed his puffy cheeks inbetween his hands.

It hurt to much to see Beomgyu like this, so sad because of him. After all this time, Yeonjun finally broke too. Small faint tears rolled down his glassy eyes as he pressed their foreheads together. He had to make sure he knew he was sincere with his emotions.

"I promise baby, I'm right here." He said full of sincerity. He then locked their pinkies and gave it a small lick.

"I promise, I'm right here."

Beomgyu stood there holding onto him so tight but no matter how hard he tried the tears wouldn't stop coming. Everyone else had already left so it was just him and Jun.

"I'm sorry." Beomgyus vocie sounded different than usual, it was hoarse, high, and soft all at once.

"I'm sorry I'm crying again." He sniffled out while he looked his head up to meet Yeonjuns own hazed eyes. "I don't meant to burden you."

Fuck hearing that statement broke Yeonjun, why was he so mean to him? Why does he speak to him the way he does? "No Beomgyu, don't speak." He ordered out of remorse. "You can cry to me." Yeonjun felt conflict with in himself, he brought Beomgyus head to his chest and like he always would after intense situations.