Dandelions | Yeongyu

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"Yeonjun!!" Beomgyu yapped, throwing himself in the others arms once he answered the door. Yeonjun who once was sucking on a lollipop let it fall out of his lips, it smashing and shattering on the ground.
Beomgyu held onto him so tight that it was suffocating, he nuzzled his puffy face deep into his chest and refused to let go for anything.

"What are you doing here? I thought you were with 'Soobin?'" He mocked trying not to sound to sassy but he just couldn't help it, it was so easy to let his attitude take over. However Beomgyu didn't care, he just buried his face deeper into the elders chest and Yeonjun simply let him since his parents were away at work.

"I missed you too much." He spoke the truth but decided to leave the part of what happened with Soobin out. He didn't even fully understand it all so he didn't know how to speak it into words.

Yeonjun let out a deep sigh and only hugged him back. "I'm glad you're here. I missed you too." He stated resting his chin on top of the smallers head. "I don't know how to be away from you now." Beomgyu could only force a smile as he looked up into his eyes. He was now the first to state "I love you." He was getting much bolder and brave because he was growing scared he didn't say it enough, he wanted to make sure Yeonjun knew.

Yeonjun received his smile and bent down to passionately kiss him. "I love you too Gyu."  That was right. His name was right when this boy spoke it.

They went inside and sat on the couch together. Yeonjun turned on a romantic movie which surprised Beomgyu. He didn't think this tough edgy guy was the type to like such a thing but once again he was full of surprises. He cuddled up right next to his boyfriend and felt his heart beating in his chest when Yeonjun wrapped his arm around his shoulder. His fingers brushed up and down against his arm and any place that was left untouched would form goosebumps.

Everything fit into place with him. He felt himself getting swept away and addicted to everything he was.

They sat there for the whole hour in silence. Only so often sharing comments and small gestures with each other. However they both liked it that way. You know it was true when you could sit in a peaceful silence together and not feel bored or awkward. 

"Wait here a second" Yeonjun kissed the top of his head when their show was over before getting up. "Go ahead and pick another movie." He passed him the remote and Beomgyu watched as he disappeared.

He pouted upon his leave and then scrolled through the streaming service trying to find a movie that caught his eyes. It was hard to find something that he thought Yeonjun would take a liking to because the truth was, he himself usually only watched animated happy ending kid movies. This was solely due to the fact it soothed his inner child.

As stated, he has a lot of built up trauma from his childhood and so sometimes he would mentally regress every now and then as a way to escape overwhelming emotions or sensations. He didn't fully understand what is was, but the total truth is this was one of the reasons he was first attracted to Yeonjun.

There was just something about the elder that pulled that soothingness out of him. Something about his demeanor that would slip him to regress. It made him quickly feel vulnerable and safe with the other male. He was still too nervous to share this side with Yeonjun so he kept it to himself, but he had a feeling he was catching on by how he started treating him.

Like this next action for example.

Yeonjun came back with the biggest fuzzy red blanket, wrapping it around them to share.

"Did baby find a good movie?" He asked kissing the side of his head. That name and the way he worded it lingered on in Beomgyus mind. Baby was such a sweet nick name that he was also falling in love with.