I Don't Want To Feel Better- [Glamrock FreddyxGlamrock BonniexMonty]

Chapter 2 Depression

Monty woke up, he felt absolutely dreadfull, regretting some of yesterday's decisions even if they were took to help him. They looked around the tent, Bonnie still asleep, then they checked their phone groaning.

9 am... Really? Fuck couldn't it be later... Then I could justify it.... Ah fuck it! I can't deal with this fucking thoughts I can't! I'm doing it!!... Has soon has I can get up.

They through, fighting off the increvle strength that kept him on the ground, once finally up, he got his jacket and went to the bathroom.

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Chica: Morning Monty! Ready to hit the road?

Monty: Yeah, yeah, just gotta finish putting my shit in it's place.- they said adjusting his star sunglasses.

Chica: Want something to eat first?

Monty: Yeah, what do you have?

Chica: I got a granola bar.- she said picking up.

Monty: Toss it over then!- the guitarist did so, him catching it before heading over to the tent, has he got inside his eyes met Bonnie's who just had finished packing his bag.

His pupils.... This motherfucker really is out here getting high... But once again if I say anything to Freddy he'll go off on how I smoke weed... He's different. He's definitely on something heavier.

The rabbit thought has he made his way outside seeing Freddy leaving his tent, being taken back to their conversation last night.

Messages:

Fredbear: I'm sorry for our fight. <00;30
Fredbear: I know paranoid you can get after your last band fiasco. <00:31
Fredbear: It won't happen again <00:31
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Fredbear: You know you're unreplaceable right?<00:35

Bon: I guess so. I shouldn't had freaked out on you.<00:36
Bon: Although I wonder how unreplaceable I really am.<00:37

Fredbear: You think after all of those years looking for where you went were spent just cuz?<00:37
Fredbear: You're unreplaceable and you're very special.<00:38
Fredbear: I really like you, a random new bassist won't change any of that.<00:40

He spaced out looking at the bear, thinking about the beginning of his last sentence. Their relationship was definitely complicated, Bonnie blamed himself for it. They used to be best friend's before he moved to the USA in middle of highschool. Yet, years later it felt like something more.

Freddy: Why are you staring at me? Do I have something on my face?- he asked worryingly, the other's face forming a smile.

Bonnie: Just the most beautiful look that's all.- the bear slightly blushed, smiling at the remark.

Gregory: ARGH GET A ROOM!- the teen said before moving over to Chica's car, putting his bag inside.

Bonnie: I guess we'll have to finish this chat after the show.- he whispered into the other's hear, getting the bear all excited.

Today's show was just a few hours away from the camping site they were in, so once everything was in the cars they hit the road. Monty still ridding with Freddy and Bonnie, this time seating on the co driver's seat, while Bonnie sat behind, the bear being the one in the driver's seat.

Monty: So, Freddy, don't take this badly but, how did you get Gregory? For what you said you ain't straight so, what's up with that? He's your bio son? Adopted?

Freddy: I'm not sure if I should tell you. I haven't spoke about it with Gregory also have don't have that kind of close relationship.

Monty: What if I tell you something you might want to know about me?- the rabbit's hears perked up listening to that, completely stopping playing with his long hair.

Ayo is he going clean with this shit?

That was the rabbits imidate thought after hearing those words.

Freddy: Still a no. If I haven't told my child about it, I won't tell someone who I just started working with.

Monty: Alright, I guess you gotta point, sorry for asking.- they said suddenly feeling something run down his nose.

Freddy: It's fine.- the alligator didn't care for the answer, has he wiped off their snout, looking worryingly at the substance.

Fuck, blood. C'mon Monty get a tissue quick, don't let it drip anywhere.

They thought has they looked for a tissue in his jacket, getting it and whipping off the blood.

Bonnie: Monty, next night in the tent be careful with your tail, it was all in my business last night, I even I pushed it away multiple times but it still got in my space.

Monty: Sorry, I can't really control it in my sleep, it won't happen again.

He hates me. Everyone hates me. I shouldn't exist... Fuck! It's wearing off... God I got to get something to soften the blow, I can't go all trembles and chills with them.

Monty: So, when are we stopping for gas?

Freddy: We'll be stopping for lunch in half an hour.

Fuck fuck fuck, alright Monty, it's fine just, breathe.

Monty: Mind if I smoke?

Freddy: Has long has it isn't weed or any drug it's fine.

Monty: Why did your mind jump to weed imidiatly?- he asked paranoid thinking the other had noticed his plan, taking off a cigarette from his pack.

Bonnie: Cuz I do it.

Monty: Wouldn't take you for the weed kind.

Bonnie: Well I am.

Not much more was said until they got to the gas station, stopping by the service station attached and going inside to eat. Monty sneaked away, telling people he was going into the bathroom.

Bonnie: Soo you don't think there's something wrong whit Monty?- he asked the two girls who stood up while they ate.

Chica: Not really. What do you even mean by it?

Bonnie: Yesterday I think I saw track marcks on his arms, you think he's an addict.

Roxy: First you think or you actually saw? Those are some wild accusations man, be careful with them.

Bonnie: Aren't you worried about him doing something stupid while he's high?!

Roxy: Listen, you also do drugs, I don't understand your stigma around him, you're not even sure he's an addict.

Bonnie: Me and him are different.

Roxy: Sure whatever... Just go eat and stop being paranoid.

The rabbit did has she told him, although his mind continued to roam non stop. He didn't like Monty and all of this was just giving him more reason to hate him. Once the alligator was back from the bathroom, Bonnie saw the absolute state of their eyes behind those sunglasses.

He better not destroy this. He better not fucking destroy our dreams just because he's an addict.

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Much love!!

-MissevilXD