I Don't Want To Feel Better- [Glamrock FreddyxGlamrock BonniexMonty]

Chapter 11 Bad thoughts

Finally, show time, Freddy was feeling slightly better since last night's incidents, meanwhile Monty was struggling to stay up, his tremor's were more violent today and were accompanied with muscle aches and anxiety that made the trembling even worse. Another band member noticed this and went over them.

Chica: Are you ok hun?

Monty: Y-yeah it's nothing.

Roxy: No offense but you're trembling so much a vibrator would be jealous.- she said from the other side of the dressing room.

Monty: I'm fine, I probably just drank to much coffee.

Freddy: You really gotta lay low on caffeine you're getting yourself in that mess often.

Monty: It's fine let's just perform.

**
It was after the show Bonnie and Monty smoked and chatted has the other's made their way into the car's, the rabbit noticing the other was off, but didn't ask much until he heard.

Monty: Do you happen to know the number of the suicide hotline?- he spit out, anxiously, before the other could say anything else, they continued- I'd look for it online but I ran out of data.

Bonnie: Are you ok?!- he asked looking the other in eyes, Monty looking away.

Monty: Yeah... Just having suicidal thoughts, not much...

Bonnie: Can I help in anyway?!

Monty: You can give me coke. It will help! In fact it will make it all go away! The trembling, the cravings, the aches, the anxiety, the suicidal thoughts! Everything!! Please Bon, give me it. I'll do anything!- he pleaded, his hands on the other's shoulder's, Bonnie freeing himself from his grasp.

Bonnie: Stop it! I know you're having cravings and because of it I won't be that judgmental... Just go the dam car and sleep it off, I know you've been hella tired.

Monty: Alright alright...

**
They've been driving for a while, Monty had been asleep for a few hours so Bonnie decided to try and follow his advice.

Alright something small... Something small... I can do this, I can do this.

The rabbit thought before taking a deep breath in, getting the other's attention, which made him more nervous.

Bonnie: F-Freddy?!

Freddy: Yes superstar?

Bonnie: I-I l-love your eyes.- he spat out anxiously, his face completely flushed, the sudden confession flustered the other has well.

Freddy: W-what now?- he asked, slightly excited that the bassist said that, it was the first time he said that he loved anything of him.

Bonnie: I l-love your eyes. They're pretty, they're the most beautiful blue eyes I've seen, they remind me of the ocean and the sky and sapphire's! They keep me calm... I love your eyes...- he said slightly more confident- I really love your eyes.- suddenly the bear pulled over the car,the other being slightly confused by this, before the other took off his seatbelt and kissed him passionately, the other kissing back.

The rabbit took off his seatbelt before pulling off from the kiss and attacking the other's neck. The smaller's hands mover down, undoing the other's pants.

Freddy: Maybe that's a bit much... Monty is here with us after all...

Bonnie: He's asleep... Doubt he will wake up if we do anything and aren't that loud....- he replied, palming the other- It's your choice.

Freddy: What are you thinking of doing?

Bonnie: A quick blow job... You in?- the vocalist nodded, the other slipping off the taller's underwear and slowly licking it up and down, keeping eye contact whit him.

Then the rabbit slowly began to suck on the other's tip, getting the other to let out some deep breaths, doing his best not let out a sound, has he thrusted his hips into Bonnie's mouth. The bassist got what the other wanted, taking all of it in his mouth and slowly bobbing his head, his tongue wrapping around the his member. Then Freddy held his head in place, his fingers gripping tightly onto the other's hair, that was enough to make the other let out a small moan.

Freddy: O-oh right, y-you like h-having your h-hair pulled.- he whispered before tugging a bit on his hair, has he thrusted into his mouth, the vibration coming from the other's moans made the taller overload, cumming inside the other's mouth, the other pulling away swallowing the contents inside his mouth.

Bonnie: Although I would like to continue this we should get moving.- he said putting his seatbelt back on, meanwhile the other put his underwear on and buttoned his pants.

Freddy: That's a shame, I'd love to help you... But, oh well, we can't push our luck.- he said before putting his seatbelt back on and begining to drive, this time mainly in silence until he spoke once more- I'm worried about Monty, he's been having a lot of shakes lately cuz of caffeine... Maybe he should lay low on the coffee...

Bonnie: Yeah... Coffee...

Gotta give it to Fredbear for believing him... Although you can totally see his dad side coming out when he speaks like this about Monty.

Freddy: You don't think there's something wrong right?... This shaking isn't something else, is it?

Oh shit, yeah forgot he's smart and is fluent on sarcasm, shit shit, Bon don't raise suspicions.

Bonnie: Not that I know off... Why are you worrying so much all the sudden?

Freddy: Bonnie, superstar, I worry about everyone that's traveling with us we'll being. I might not have the same caring energy Chica has but I worry about all of you... Gregory doesn't see that tho.

Before the rabbit could reply, they heard a gasp coming from the backseat, Monty jumping awake, breathing heavily trying to calm himself down.

Freddy: Are you ok Monty?!

Monty: Y-yeah... Just a nightmare...

Freddy: What was it about superstar?- the other groaned, wondering what they should say before speaking.

Monty: Don't mock me please but... It was about suicide... How the fuck did my suicidal thoughts reach so far into my being I'm having nightmares about it?

Freddy: Suicidal?! Are you ok?! Why are you having those thoughts?!

Monty: I wish I could know... Don't worry much about it tho, you should worry about your phisicaly health, you shouldn't pass out again.

Freddy: I can worry about more than one thing at a time superstar! You don't need to talk to me or Bon but, please talk to a professional, once we're in the campsite you're calling the suicide hotline and Bon you be sure that he doesn't anything crazy.

Bonnie: Sure thing.

Monty: Please don't worry about me Freddy, it's fine.

Freddy:Monty I don't wanna hear that, I'm taking care of you now, there's no escaping.

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Much love!!

-MissevilXD