I Don't Want To Feel Better- [Glamrock FreddyxGlamrock BonniexMonty]

Chapter 49 Reunion

It was the next day, Monty anxiously drove back to his childhood home, in the car with him, the bear and his child spoke. The teen deciding to bring up the questions he had for his father.

Gregory: Dad? Why have you been so sad?

Freddy: So you noticed?- he asked not expecting a response, instead just sighing- Well then I guess it's better if I just tell you then.... I know you don't like me keeping things away from you, but this one in particular I've been hiding for sometime... Gregory I... Well there's a high chance I got depression. Let's put it that way... And it has nothing to do with you or anything that has been going on I'm just depressed. Lately I've been worse, so much so I might need more then the help I'm getting... I didn't want to tell you cuz I didn't want you to worry about it. Specially now with everything that has been happening with you... I just wanted to continue to pretend I was happy so you could focus on helping yourself.

Gregory: You'll get better right?... Right?

Freddy: I can't just tell you that. It's like me asking if you would ever forget what has been happening to you. I don't know. Time will tell... But for now, I'm gonna start medication and it might work or not... I have to see. It's very much a trial and error system we can just hope things will get better.

Gregory: Alright then... I hope it gets better, I don't like seeing you like this.- that phrase made the bear emotional, him doing his best to hold his tears.

Freddy: I also hope I get better.

Gregory: Thanks for telling me....

Freddy: It's nothing... Besides it's like you said, you're old enough to know some of this things.

Monty: We're here.- they said parking the car, then everyone got out of the car- Follow me.- they said before all going to the door, Monty calling his sister so she would open the door, once she did, the alligator made his ways to the living room, surprisingly enough the first person they found was his mother, who was setting up the table with Joana. The older woman's eyes widened seeing the other, her going speachless- Hi, mom... Remember me?- they asked with an akward smile, the woman imidiatly hugging him crying.

Monty's mom:[Oh my god! Is this real?! You're ok?! You're alive?!]- the bassist hugged her back doing his best to not cry.

Monty:[Yes mom... I'm sorry I left. I'm sorry I didn't contact you before. I've been trying to stay clean and  honestly until now. Until yesterday, when I drove by here, until I met my new band, just never felt like I'd be doing this.]- the woman pulled away whipping off her tears.

Monty's mom:[ You finally let those assholes go? Good.... God, look at you. You're all muscular and pretty! You have a partner now?]- the taller chuckled before speaking.

Monty: Only you to be asking that right after we reconnect... But yes I have. I have two loving boyfriend's, yes they know about each other... They actually here, so is the rest of the band. Susie said to invite them to lunch.

Monty's mom: Suzana is that why you insisted on adding more 6 plates?!

Susie: Yeah... Sorry I didn't tell you, it was supposed to be a surprise.

Monty: Well then, let me introduce you to the people who've been with me through my sobriety journey...- they said moving so the other's could come in- This is Chica and this is Roxy, they are my friend's. Roxy in particular has literally saved my life so yeah... Also no setting them up, they're dating each other... This right here is Bonnie one of my boyfriend's, he speaks Portuguese.

Bonnie: Oi!(Hi!)

Monty: And this right here is Freddy my other boyfriend... [Don't let anyone and I mean anyone speak anything about his weight he has complicated feeling with it]

Freddy: Hi ma'am.

Monty's mom: Oh don't call me that! To any of you, it's Margaret.

Freddy: Pleased to met you.

Margaret: Well he's certainly a gentleman.... Who's the kid?

Monty: That's Gregory, Freddy's son. He's 16.

Susie: Oh he's just one year younger than Joana!

Gregory: Cool I guess...- he said a little embarrassed, when suddenly his eyes met with the oldest- Hi ma'am...

Margaret: Oh please! You could call me grandma if you'd like!

Monty: Well Freddy I think that's it I'm officially your child's other father.

Bonnie: You've been for like a month, the fuck are you on about?

Freddy: Yeah he's been accidentally referring to you has dad for forever.

Monty: Anyways... Where's dad?- they asked his mother.

Margaret: He's outside.

Monty: You think he'll be mad?

Margaret:Not even a bit.

Monty: Alright then... Let's go I guess.- they said moving outside, seeing the older by the griller, who didn't even looking at the door before speaking.

Monty's dad: Margaret honey, could you get me a beer?

Monty: It's not Margaret.

Monty's dad: That voice?... No. No. Can't be. Fuck John, you know he's dead.- he muttered to himself not even looking back, the younger moving closer.

Monty: But I'm not dead.

Jonh: Shut up! I thought you'd went away for good! Why are you still here? Haunting me! I want to forget you ever existed! I want to forget how I failed you! How my actions lead to your overdose!

Monty: Dad I'm not dead.... Would you please look at me?

Jonh: No. You're not real. You're just a ghost or a fucking hallucination caused by guilty conscience! Please not today! I just want to have a good day with my family for fucks sake!- the bassist put a hand on the crying man's shoulder him immediately turning back- You're not supposed to able to tou- the older stopped in his tracks, when isntead of the figure his 15 year old child he saw the figure of him grown up.

Monty: Hi dad...

Jonh: Monty?! Are? You're alive? You're here?!

Monty: Yes... I finally got clean... Still homeless but you know at least now I sleep in a car.. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I went cold on you. I'm sorry I stole from you. I'm sorry that I ran away. I'm sorry that the night I ran away I said what I did... You were the best dad I could've had but the coke... The heroin... They just really fucked me up really bad. And I couldn't known then. It's just something I learned has I sobered up... Has I hit rock bottom... I'm sorry I'm like only a week clean of heroin... I wish I didn't had relapsed to prove I was better but..  I hope I'm clean enough for you.... Are we fine now?- he asked extending his hand- Can we be fine?... I know you're not a fan of h- the smaller hugged the bassist, in tears.

Jonh: I can't believe you're fine. I can't believe you're here talking to me! Am I dreaming?! This could only be a dream!

Monty: You're not... Let's go inside, I have some explaining to do.

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-MissevilXD