I Don't Want To Feel Better- [Glamrock FreddyxGlamrock BonniexMonty]

Chapter 3 Complicated feelings

After the show, how much Bonnie was waiting for this. Him and Freddy were the first to change and were now loading stuff into their car. The rabbits arms being wrapped around the talkers waist.

Bonnie: Amazing show Fredbear.- he stated before landing a kiss on the other neck.

Freddy: Couldn't agree more with you.-he added before getting out of the other's grasp, closing the car's door and turned to him.

Bonnie: Wanna celebrate?- the smaller asked has he got closer to the other, their eyes locking.

Freddy: Of course... But we gotta get out of here first.- he said before dragging the other inside the car, them moving to a practically empty, badly lit parking lot, it wasn't ideal but at least it was more private. Once the car was parked, Bonnie and Freddy took off their seatbelts, the bassist moving to the other's lap- Are you bottoming tonight?

Bonnie: Yeah, it's easier but shut up now, we don't got much time.- he said kissing the other passionately, moving his hands over to the other's pants, quickly unbuttoning it and pulling them slightly down.

The smaller asked permission for his tongue to enter the the other's mouth, the bear fought him for dominance, meanwhile the bassist's hand moved to the other's member, palming him was enough to make him gasp, Bonnie taking the moment to stick his tongue on the other's mouth, exploring every inch of it. Has they french kiss, the rabbit took off the other's underwear now stroking it up and down. Has much has Freddy was enjoying the foreplay, he wanted to get to the main event, so he unbuckled and took off the other's pants and underwear, them quickly separating from the kiss, the bear taking off his sweater has the other went to get the bottle of lube handing it over to the vocalist, who coated three fingers and quickly prepared the other. Once he was done he moved over the other, holding him above his erection.

Freddy: Are you sure about this, superstar?- he asked before landing a kiss on the other's neck.

Bonnie: Yes... Please fuck me Freddy.- with that said the other thrusted in, kissing the smaller's neck and shoulder's has he waited for him to adjust- M-move, p-please.- he pleaded desperate, the other complying starting at a slow place but quickly building up speed, trying their best to be quick. The car was filled with moans and grunts has they kept up the quick pace.

Freddy: B-bonnie~, I'm, mph~, c-close.

Bonnie: M-me too!- he managed bettewen moans, a few thrust's later both of them climaxing.

Freddy: G-god I love you so much.- he blurred out his mind still clouded from pleasure.

Bonnie: I like y-you to.

**
It was after the show, Monty helped Chica carry all their stuff over to the car, putting them in the trunk.

Monty: That was a hell of performance!!

Chica:Not to shabby for you two!- she chuckled- Just kidding, you were amazing!

Monty: Uhm, that's odd. Where's the other car? And where's the other two?

Roxy: 100% they are fucking.

Monty: Wait they're a thing?

Chica: For what I know they're just fuck buddy's... Either way we should get moving, we still have a lot to drive through tonight, I'm texting Freddy the place of the camping site and they'll meet us there.

Monty: I guess I'm going in the car with y'all.

Gregory: Great now I can't lay down on the backseat.

Monty: Sorry dude.

Not much else was said has they got inside the car and hit the road. Monty trembled his leg anxiously, it was longer ride and he was having horrible cravings.

Just a little more. Just a little more and I'll be done. I can go to sleep, I can just go off to sleep after dinner. Just, stay calm... Stay calm...

His thoughts were interrupted has he felt liquid run down his nose, him wiping it off with their hand but the bleeding didn't stop.

Fuck, this nosebleeds are getting more frequent.

He thought has they looked for a tissue in his pockets being careful so their blood didn't drip anywhere, but not finding it.

Monty: Does anyone have a tissue?

Chica: Yeah, have it.- she said handing it, the taller whipping off the blood.

I have to be careful with this nosebleeds, I can't let anyone touch my blood.

Chica: So Gregory, you ever get around to finishing the work you had to do?

Gregory: No. I fucking hate the things in that textbook just, please get me something else to read I'm so bored I want to shot off my brains.

Monty: That was unnecessary.

Gregory: You're going to pretend you're my dad now too?

Monty: No, I'm just pointing out, you can say you're bored in edge ways like you just did but not use suicide.

Gregory: It's an expression, why are you so pressed about it?

Monty: Suicide shouldn't be taken lightly alright? The moment you start getting to familiar and comfortable with the idea, shit goes down.- somehow that silenced Gregory, the gator's mind drifting off.

Fuck.... Why did he mention it?! Now I can't take it off my head! GOD! I gotta get high! I can't with this fucking thoughts, I have to get high!!

Soon enough they got to the campsite and met the other two, who stayed seating up tents, meanwhile Roxy taught Gregory how to make a fire and Monty helped the guitarist prepare dinner.

Chica:You know Monty, I find it amusing, you've barely been in this band and you somehow out all of us are the one that makes Gregory see reason, how do you do that?

Monty: I don't know... I'm just telling things I've learned by experience...- has he spoke Freddy and Bonnie made their way around the fire pit, close enough to hear the other's conversation.

Chica: How was you growing up?

Monty: Complicated at best. Like I told y'all already, I got kicked out my folks home pretty early on in my teens... I was 15 if I remember right... Although I'm not sure... I can't remember a lot of what happened and the amount of bad choice's I've done.

Chica: Why did they kick you out?

Monty: I don't want to talk about it.

Chica: Valid. How did you manage tho?

Monty: Mainly stealing, not the best, but a motherfucker gotta eat.

Chica: I'm sorry if this is way to personal but, the way you spoke about not jocking about suicide, have you lost someone to it?

Monty: Yes, a lot of them actually. They get caught up in the wrong things and end up taking their own life's.... I- he sighed before speaking- Don't tell anyone else, but I myself struggle with suicidal thoughts... Mainly cuz of my stupid decisions.- the girl put her hand on the other's shoulder.

Chica: You didn't do anything to deserve to have those thoughts alright? Don't blame yourself honey.

Monty: Kinda hard but I'll try... Thanks for listening, I've been feeling so alienated in here, y'all seam to have way different backgrounds than me and there's the whole Bon hatting my ass shananigans.

Chica: It's nothing, I'm here for you no matter what hun, just talk to me.- she said hugging him.

Monty: Thanks...

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-MissevilXD