I Don't Want To Feel Better- [Glamrock FreddyxGlamrock BonniexMonty]

Chapter 4 Midnight crying

It was after dinner, Monty laid down on the tent, him being inside of the sleeping bag, although his tail was out, it was just more comfortable for him to sleep like that, not that he was getting any sleep. The bassist laid down, crying has their mind wondered, spiraling down depressive and suicidal thoughts. That's when finally Bonnie came in.

Bonnie: What the fuck dude, your tail is in my shit.- he let out, not expecting the other to hear, so he was surprised when he saw the tail move to the other side.

Monty: Sorry...- they managed to say without sounding that sad, hiding their face on his pillow, Bonnie laying down on his side of the tent- So you and Freddy are a thing?- they asked, trying to escape the intrusive thoughts that flooded his mind.

Bonnie: It's none of your fucking business.

Monty: Ok sorry.

The escapism, the running away from the thoughts wasn't working much to the taller's dismay. He did his best to not cry that loud, still a few whimpers escaping. He really didn't want the other to know, he just wanted to cry himself to sleep, but soon enough they ran out of luck, the rabbit turning off his phone and seating, putting his hand on the other's shoulder.

Bonnie: Are you ok Monty?- he asked worried, even if they didn't get along that well, he still had empathy for the guy.

Monty: I-I'm fine.- he answered, his face still buried in his pillow.

Bonnie: You're not, you're crying.

Monty: No, I'm not.

Bonnie: Then look at me.- there was a quick moment of silence, the taller not complying.

Monty: Why do you even care? You hate my ass.

Bonnie:I don't exactly hate your ass.

Monty: Then why when you talk to me you sound annoyed?! Why did you get in a fight with Freddy when I entered the band?! You hate me. You're probably just doing this so I don't annoy you any further!- he snapped, getting up, freeing himself from the other's grasp and getting outside the tent- I'mma do just that.- the alligator moved next to the fire pit, embers still in it, they sizzled bringing some sort of comfort to the silence of the night.

The rabbit went outside has well, seating besides Monty, looking at the fire.

Bonnie: I know we have our differences but I can't let you like this. Tell me what's going on, you might feel better.

Monty: You won't understand, besides if I tell you, you'll find a way to make me leave the band because of it... Just go to sleep and let me be.

Bonnie: I can't, I legitimately can't go to sleep.

Monty: Why?

Bonnie: Chronic pain. I was actually avoiding coming outside to smoke a blunt cuz it's cold has fuck. Now we're here mind if I do?

Monty: Not really... Why won't you leave me alone man?- the rabbit began to roll up his joint.

Bonnie: Listen, if you're not telling me it's fine, if I were in your situation I probably wouldn't has well, but I'm not leaving you all by yourself when you aren't ok.- he said before putting the joint in his mouth, lighting it.

Monty: That's actually nice...- the rabbit took a puff before handing it over to the other.

Bonnie: Not sure a downer would help much with what you're feeling, but you want a puff?- he asked out of respect, the other taking it and doing so.

Monty: Thanks...- he said handing it to the other- I take what I can get...

Bonnie: It's more then weed?

Monty: I'm not replying to that.

Bonnie: Fair enough.

Monty: I'm heading back inside, I should go to sleep since I gotta drive tomorrow morning.

Bonnie: Night.- he said before checking his phone, looking at the texts.

Messages:

Fredbear: Loved our little hook-up tonight, although I wish we could have more time together. <01:39

Bon: So did I <2:15

The rabbit looked at his phone, the other wasn't online, there wasn't a better time then this to come clean about his feeling's, he mustered up the courage to type it down.

Bon: I love you|

Before he could send it he deleted the message, turning off this phone has he groaned.

Why can't I say it? I feel it, I've never been so passionate about someone. Why? Why can't I tell him? Why can't I tell him I want something more?

He thought, has he got up, getting away from the fire pit and moving over to the tent, getting inside and laying down. He looked over at the gator who by now was asleep, not carin to hide the marks in his arms.

So I was right, he does have track macks... I gotta tell Freddy... No, maybe I should just tell Chica and Roxy, they know what to do.

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Morning once more, Freddy and Chica where the first ones to wake up, they went for a walk to talk.

Chica: How was it last night? You two had fun?

Freddy: Uhm.. yeah.- the guitarist looked at him in worry.

Chica: Why are you so down?

Freddy: You think Bon loves me?

Chica: Of course! You two act like a couple for so long, aren't you something?

Freddy: I mean yeah, I love him so much it's just- the bear sighed before continuing- Why won't he say it back? Why won't he say he loves me? Are we just friend's? Are all of our encounter's are they just meaningless?!

Chica: I don't know honey, maybe ask him?

Freddy: When? We're never alone and I don't want to drag someone along like a third wheel.

Chica: I'll get Monty to ride with me, Gregory and Roxy after the show.

Freddy: Thanks.

Chica: It's nothing... Not gonna lie it's kind of a relief to ride with Monty, Gregory listens to him and holly shit since that kid entered his teens he hasn't listened to anyone.

Freddy: Tell me about it.... Although it's weird you don't expect Monty to be the kind to be good with kids.

Chica: I don't think he is. Freddy let's face it Gregory is getting older and he's been a teen for a while.

Freddy: Yeah... Just hard seeing him grow up.

Chica: I get you.

Freddy: You think he'll start asking about his mom?

Chica: He's asked me for a while now, I just told him to ask you for the story.

Freddy: I don't think I'm ready to tell him.

Chica: Well you gotta get ready, cuz it's any day now.

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-MissevilXD