I Don't Want To Feel Better- [Glamrock FreddyxGlamrock BonniexMonty]

Chapter 34 Silence treatment

It was late at night, Monty laid down on his side of the tent Bonnie was on his, tonight was a rather cold night, but even if he needed a heat source, the alligator refused to even ask the other bassist about helping. Meanwhile the smaller laid down in his sleeping back, full of back pain and troubling thoughts.

Bonnie: I'm sorry.- the rabbit was left with no answer- I thought that would be your response...- more silence followed the other's attempt of beginning a conversation- I know you're mad at me, and you could really just not talk to me but, I know you're shivering. It's way to cold for you to be away, we can cuddle and you still be mad... Just don't want you getting yourself sick.-hearing this the younger moved closer to the other, who opened the sleeping bag slightly and let him under it, now the two sleeping bags laying like covers on top of the two. Monty laying on top of him, their face on the other's soft fur.

Monty:I'm doing this cuz I need it. Don't get the wrong ideas.

Bonnie: You're cute when you're in denial.- he said with a smile has he began to play with the other's hair.

Monty: Shut it.- they growled the other continuing to pet him.

Bonnie: Sorry.

Monty: I don't want your sorry's.

Bonnie: What do you want?

Monty: To sleep, now shut the fuck up.- nothing more was said, both of them drifting off to sleep shortly after.

**
Monty woke up bellowing, has the rabbit petted his hair and messed with it. The gator quickly moved away from his grasp, seating besides his boyfriend.

Monty: Don't touch me.

Bonnie: Sorry, you normally like this stuff, I thought you'd like it to.

Monty: This ain't normality, I'm still mad at you. You didn't have the right to do the shit you did.

Bonnie: I'm sorry alright? It won't happen again. It wasn't supposed to happen in the first place I just didn't managed to stop mid thrust.

Monty: And the thing whit the condom's? You even checked them? No right? I trusted you'd check it before handing it over but I guess you don't.

Bonnie: I'm sorry.

Monty: Just, don't talk to me. Don't fucking talk to me until the me and Freddy get the results back.- they said moving outside, leaving the rabbit to his thoughts.

After a bit, Bonnie left the tent, moving outside where he grabbed a cup of coffee and put himself in a corner far away from the other's stood. He rolled up a joint before putting it in his mouth and pulling out a lighter. Once more the only lighter he had with him was his boyfriend's, this made all his attempts to stay calm about this becoming in vain. He did his best to suck up the tears, not letting them out, but his eyes were still watery, has he lit the joint, begining to smoke. Once he was halfway done with it, someone moved next to him.

Roxy: Are you ok Bon?

Bonnie: Y-yes.

Roxy: Then why do you look like you're about to cry?

Bonnie: Cuz I want to.

Roxy: You're not smoking cuz you have back pain are you?- the other shook his head- Really? Trying to drown your feelings with that? You know better than that.

Bonnie: I just don't want to think about what's going on.

Roxy:You're gonna give yourself a bad trip like that.- she said putting one of her hands on the other's shoulder.

Bonnie: What does it matter? I deserve it.

Roxy: No, you don't. Come over here.- she said opening her arms, the other hugging her, finally letting himself cry, becoming undone on her arms.

Bonnie: Y-you think I r-ruined my relationship with t-them?

Roxy: No. He's just mad he'll come around.

**
Freddy stood over the next to Chica, eating his breakfast and looking over at Bonnie and Roxy.

Chica: He's been feeling guilty about this whole situation isn't he?

Freddy: Yeah... Monty ain't helping but, I can't blame them.

Chica: How are you holding up?

Freddy: Mainly anxious about the results. I know that PEP works it's just... I don't know, I guess there's still a part of me thinking about the worse case scenario.... But if I do have it, there's still hope. We caught it early we could do something... I think this subject is making both of them more anxious and unstable then me tho...

Chica: Yeah, it shows, specially with Monty.

Freddy: Yeah, he- he sighed before continuing to speak- he isn't liking any of this. He blames himself and his agressiveness is very prominent right now, he keeps lashing out on people and the one that's being most hurt by it is Bon.

Chica: Yeah, he's crying like there isn't tomorrow.

Freddy: I hope they can figure stuff out...

Chica: They will. Maybe it's just tense cuz we know nothing...

Freddy: Yeah you're right.- he said before going over to a log laying around, seating on it.

Gregory: What is it you and Monty were speaking about? - he asked seating besides his father.

Freddy: Gregory, please, not now.

Gregory:Why is Bonnie so upset? He did something?

Freddy: I mean, yeah, it was something but, not really.

Gregory: Why?

Freddy: What he did has made him, consequently, maybe giving me something.

Gregory: What is it?- the bear sighed before speaking, once more.

Freddy: I might have HIV.

Gregory: You do? You're not messing with me are you?!

Freddy: I wouldn't kid around with something has serious has this.

Gregory: Are you going to die?! Cuz that kills right?!?

Freddy: Gregory, I'll be fine, there's some medicine you can take to stop from getting it and I've took it. Everything will go well.

Gregory: Will it though?

Freddy: Yes it will. I believe it will.- the alligator passed by, already done with the conversation he was eves dropping and intervening.

Monty: Very hopeful. Unfortunately I don't get to be like that.

Freddy: For fucks sake Monty, not this again.

Monty: Yes. This again. You know how I felt for a long time you know how hard it is for me to have my suspicions possibly confirmed?!

Freddy: You have to face the truth! Stop running away.

The alligator didn't say anything more, getting away from the confrontation and flipping the other off, Freddy muttering.

Freddy: I swear sometimes he still acts like a fucking teen.

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