I Don't Want To Feel Better- [Glamrock FreddyxGlamrock BonniexMonty]

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Monty walked out of the tent, today he managed to wake up before the rabbit, so when he went outside they weren't trying to get out of there the fastest possible. They walked over to Freddy, who was the only one up other then him and that stood around the fire pit with a sad look, the alligator siting besides him.

Monty: Hey dude, how are you feeling?

Freddy: Wanna take a guess?- he asked has his eyes were glued on his coffee.

Monty: Not great, right?

Freddy: Yeah... Gregory's probably still pissed with me.

Monty: Why would he be mad tho? You've told him the truth.

Freddy: You seen his reaction yesterday...

Monty: I don't think he was mad at the news... He was just surprised at them. He was mad at the fact you're doing the decisions for him.

Freddy: I'm doing it to protect him. I don't want him to be disappointed...

Monty: Let go of that Freddy, let him do mistakes, otherwise he won't learn... I know you're not to kin on it but, give him the contact to his bio "dad" let him be the one to chose to contact him or not.

Freddy: Is it weird by giving him that decision I think I'm giving him the power to just say I'm not his dad?

Monty: But you are his dad and I do think that letting him find more about that motherfucker will make him appreciate you has a dad.

Freddy: I guess you're right... Thanks Monty.- the vocalist said pulling him into a hug- Might sound weird since we don't speak much, but I do really appreciate you being here. I feel like by now I can tell you anything and I'm at ease whit you. Thanks for being here for me and never forget I really like you.- the other hugged him back, tight, trying to not cry.

Monty: Please don't make me cry again, I just stopped yesterday.- the vocalist pulled away from the hug.

Freddy: Sorry... Although everything still stands.- he replied before kissing the other's forehead, Monty feeling his face heat up.

I really like you too Freddy.

Before the bassist could express his thought, the chicken got out of her tent, followed by her girlfriend. The moment had been ruined and they had moved on onto tonight's show shananigans.

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It was after the show, it went mainly well, but Monty was having the worst cravings so far while they were in the stage. They stood now on the dressing room putting things into place, his hands shaking has he suddenly felt nauseous, leaning against a wall has he let out deep breaths. The guitarist quickly noticed this and went over them, the other bassist also following.

Chica:Are you feeling ok, hun?- she asked, moving his hair to the side, so it wasn't in their face.

Monty: Yeah, just nauseous.

Chica: Mind looking at me, hun?- the other looked up, his sunglasses slighting off, the rabbit imidiatly noticing his enlarged pupils.

Bonnie: Oh fuck me.

Monty: Bon, Bonnie, listen, listen, I'm fine, it's not what you think. I promise you Bon, it's not what you think, it really ain't.- by now the all of the band members and Gregory where staring at him, making the younger bassist more paranoid.

Bonnie: Look me in the eyes and tell me that.- he added looking deep on the other's eyes, Monty looking away.

Monty: Fuck you dude, everyone will know, look the way you speaking, look the way you're talking!! Everyone will know then what?! I get kicked out and I lose the only good thing in my life since my teens!

Bonnie: I'm sorry Monty we had a deal, you weren't supposed to get high! Much less when doing it go back to your original dose.

Monty: STOP IT!! I WON'T LET YOU RUIN MY FUCKING CHANCE OF A GOOD LIFE!- he snapped the rabbit was surprised by his reaction, but was mainly mad at him, he done his best to bite down his tongue until now,but this was to much.

Bonnie: I WAS HELPING YOU! Stop being this paranoid, the fuck is up with you?!- he asked holding the other's shoulder's, raising an eyebrow, before touching the alligator's forehead- Why are you so hot? Oh. Oh fuck. Freddy call 911 right now!!

Freddy: For what?

Monty: Bon I'll go to the fucking hospital, I'll do anything but just, don't say it!!- the other looked him in the eyes before speaking.

Bonnie: I gave you a second chance you were the once that decided to risk third chance's, you know better.- he replied before looking at Freddy- Call 911 ask for an ambulance to carry a possible coke od.- the room went quiet hearing this the alligator would be screaming, if they didn't have their hand on his mouth, trying to not vomit, the guitarist noticing.

Chica: Roxy, plastic bag, quick.

Roxy: Ok.- she said before handing the other the plastic bag, she then gave it to the bassist, who puked into it, the bag, the girl rubbing his back comforting him- Gregory, how about we go outside?

Gregory: Seams good.- he replied slightly scared, both of them moving outside has the bear finished the call.

Freddy: They'll be here in a minute or so, Monty, care to explain the fuck is going on?

Chica: Don't do that now Freddy, he's not well!!

Freddy: Bonnie, explain.

Bonnie: It's better if they tell you.

Freddy: Why did you keep it a secret tho?!

Bonnie: He really is trying to get sober... And he has gotten sober just not from cocaine yet. I wanted to keep it a secret has long has he didn't use.

Freddy: He needs to be in rehab, not with us!

Chica: Stop fucking fighting! That shit ain't gonna help!!

A few moments later the ambulance came, the paramedics taking the other to the ambulance, none of them actually being able to ride with them.

Chica: Ok, Roxy, Gregory and Freddy, you're going to the camp, me and Bon are spending the night at the hospital, we'll keep you posted.

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Much love!!

-MissevilXD