I Don't Want To Feel Better- [Glamrock FreddyxGlamrock BonniexMonty]

Chapter 22 Lifting them up

It was night time and they stood in camp after the show, at this point only Monty and Bonnie were awake, the alligator felt terrible, being exhausted but not being able to sleep, meanwhile the other bassist was just troubled with back pains. Both of them sat besides each other next to the fire, sharing a blunt.

Bonnie: You think this will help your withdrawals be less agressive?

Monty: It's softening the blow alright but I don't know... I'm tired... I wanna sleep.

Bonnie: Then go do it.

Monty: I can't. The thoughts won't let me rest.

Bonnie: Suicidal thoughts?- silence followed his question, before the gator spoke.

Monty: Don't ask me that, you'll make it worse.

Bonnie: Dude, you should really go to sleep.

Monty: Why you think I'm smoking weed? It's to help me relax enough so I can do it.... Anyways aren't you tired?

Bonnie: Has hell... By the looks of it I'll have to sleep in the car, my back hurts so much.

Monty: Was lat night fun? Is that why you're so tired?

Bonnie: Yes, you nosy bastard. Now really we should go to sleep.- he said getting up, Monty dropping onto the ground looking up at the sky.

Monty: I'll go in second, get moving Bon.

Bonnie: Alright then... goodnight.- he added before getting down to his knees and kissing the other's forehead.

Monty: Night?- they asked completely flustered, his face red has the other left to the car.

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The rabbit had tossed and turned in the car for a bit now, it's been half an hour since he left Monty by himself he had a bad feeling, but he was way to exhausted to help his crush, so isntead, he asked someone else.

Messages:

Bon: You up?>3:30

Fredbear: Yes.>3:30
Fredbear: Please tell this isn't a booty"call" cuz I'm really not in the mood.>3:31

Bon: It's not that, I need you to check on Monty.>3:32

Fredbear: Why?>3:32

Bon: I'm not sure he went to the tent and I'm so tired I can't get up.>3:33
Bon: Please see if they're alright or asleep, they were a bit down, so we smoked some weed.>3:33
Bon: He's probably stoned looking at the sky.>3:34

Fredbear: I'll go check up on them, now please get some sleep, you need it.>3:34

The bear let go of his phone and exited the tent whit out waking up his son. Once he was out he looked around the fire pit, the fire being almost out so it was rather cold, Freddy found Monty laying on the ground, his eyes red and his face full of tears, he sat down besides them, removing the other's hair from his face.

Freddy: Hey Monty, how are you doing bud?

Monty: So tired... Can't sleep....

Freddy: Why not superstar?

Monty: Mind full...

Freddy: What's on your mind?- he asked petting the other's surprisingly soft hair, trying to comfort the other.

Monty: I wanna die... I'm not worth saving... I shouldn't had survived my many overdoses... I should've died at 16. Who the fuck brought me back? I did nothing good of my life, everyone hates me... I can't be true about my feeling's... Fuck my sister was right, I'm a good for nothing junkie. I can't stay sober, I can't die, I'm exhausted but can't sleep... Please I just wanna die... End this suffering.- they let out, tears rolling down his face, the bear sat him up, now them being at eye level, he took off the other's shades before whipping off his tears.

Freddy: You aren't a good for nothing junkie... You're just someone who made some bad decisions...

Monty: Everyone hates me... I should be dead....- he drifted off again, the other held his face, making the alligator look him in the eyes.

Freddy: That's not true. I like you. Bonnie likes you. Chica likes you. Roxy likes you. Hell, even Gregory has taken a liking of you. We all like you and we all want you to be alive. You've survived a basically lifetime of addiction, if you survived so much, why would you give up now? Why give up when you're finally sobering?

Monty: I guess you got a point...- he added looking away- Can I hug you?

Freddy: Of course, superstar, why wouldn't I allow that? We're friends, I like hugging my friend's.- the other then hugged him, burying his face on the vocalists neck, Freddy hugged back, rubbing the other's back to comfort him, the gator cried on his shoulder, it broke the other's heart seeing a friend like that. After a few moments the other calmed down so the taller spoke once more- Monty, superstar, how about we go to your tent so you can sleep? Does that sound good?- he asked has he began to kneed on the other's hair, the other nodding, so Freddy picked him up and took him to the tent, struggling a bit before finally laying down, the other's on top of him, his arms still around the bear's neck, Freddy whit one hand going up and down the smaller's back and another still kneeding on their hair. He heard the other sniffle, guessing the other was crying once more- Why are you crying superstar?- he asked on a low comforting tone.

Monty: I don't deserve this...

Freddy: But you do deserve this. You're an amazing person and you deserve being lift up when you're on your worse.- he said before landing a kiss on the other's face.

Monty: Thank you Fred....

Freddy: It's nothing Montgomery.

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The bassist woke up, feeling someone gently petting his face, they looked up to see the bear who was still half asleep, last night coming back to their head.

Monty: Oh god I wasn't to much of a burden was I?

Freddy: You're never a burden superstar.- he replied before landing a kiss on the other's forehead- Morning to you too...

Monty: Oh yeah, right good morning... Sorry I'm all lost.

Definitely that and definitely not gay panicking cuz someone has gorgeous and kind has Freddy took care of me when. I was at my worse.

Freddy: Are you feeling better today?

Monty: Yeah actually... Thanks for sticking around... How did you even know I was feeling bad?- they asked has they got of the other and sat down, Freddy doing the same, chuckling when he saw the other's hair.

Freddy: Hand me that brush superstar, your hair's a mess.- the other did so, before turning his back onto Freddy who began to brush their hair- But answering your question, a little purple rabbit told me.- the smaller chuckled before speaking.

Monty: You know, he'd kill you if he knew you called him small.

Freddy: You think I don't know that? I've hooking up with him for a while now I know.

Monty: But really the bastard was that worried about me?

Freddy: Yeah and honestly I also became worried, you were really bad. Promise me when you start to feel depressed you'll talk to me or Bon.

Monty: It's hard but I will try it.- he said before turning back to the other and hugging him once more- Thanks, love.

HOLY SHIT MONTY STOP SLIPPING UP AND CALLING YOUR CRUSHES LOVE?! FIRST BON NOW WHIT FRED- oh, oh god did I refer to Freddy has my crush?!?

Has the alligator internally panicked, the other was also caught up on the word "love".

Did Monty just call me love?! Does he have feeling's for me? Not that I'm complaining kind nice being called love... Oh lord what I'm on about? Have I developed feelings for him?!

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Much love!!

-MissevilXD