Twin Flames (Ashtray x fem! Reader)

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(This ones short, I'm sorry)

★★★★★

"I'm sorry for kissing you Ashtray." Y/n apologized, still looking at the roof of his room.

"Why?" Ashtray asked with a hint of concern.

Y/n felt guilty that she forced him into a kiss. She knew it was wrong, and still went with that idea.

"Because I knew it was wrong. We were alone, and I took advantage of that. And if anyone were to find out, they would kill us." Y/n confessed.

She hated it, but it was the dead honest truth.

"Don't be sorry. It's just a kiss, nothing more. No feelings, right?" Ashtray responded, no emotion in his voice.

It was just a kiss, with obvious emotions.

"What would happen if.. one of us had feelings, or both of us did? Would that be...bad?" Y/n's curiosity showed.

"I don't know. I guess that's something we have to find out." Ashtray laughed, he turned on his side, facing half of y/n's face.

"And how would we do that?" Y/n asked, turning to her side, face to face with Ashtray.

"Like this." Ashtray cupped her face, bringing her face to his.

Lips closer and closer by the clock's seconds. He had only been apart from her lips for about 2 hours, but it felt like years. He broke from her, to go back in. More loving than before.

Ashtray knew he loved y/n. More than everything. If she told him to do something, he would definitely do it. No matter the what it was,

murder

stealing

even killing himself.

He knew he would do it.

Yeah Ashtray's thoughts could be "cheesy" at times but they were always about y/n.

Their lips clashed, bringing pleasure to both. As the sky grew darker, both Y/n and Ashtray still kissed.

They sat across from each other, crisscrossed, kissing. Ashtray broke the kiss, staring at y/n with loving eyes.

"You're beautiful." Ashtray whispered, smiling.

Ashtray really meant it. She was his sun to his moon, his color to his black & white world, his fire for his blunt.

She made him want to be a better person. She made him want to run away from his drug dealing life and just start fresh with her, no danger, just him and her.

"Oh shut up Ash. Have you seen yourself? Your beautiful eyes, your beautiful nose, your beautiful smile, you're just so ahhhhhh. You have features that I would kill for." Y/n whispered back, kissing his adorable features.

"I'm serious. You're a walking dream, candy for the eye. Your personality just makes me more obsessed with you." Ashtray spoke, quieter than before.

"Okay Shakespeare." Y/n laughed as Ashtray dove back into kissing her.

He wanted to say more, but felt rushed. As if he was on a time schedule. Like she was waiting for him to shut up and kiss her already.

What if she only wanted a "fling" and nothing more?

Whatever, he could live with that. Well he thinks he can.

They kissed and kissed, soon laying down again. Their kiss began to slow and grow sloppy. Y/n's eyelids began to get heavier and heavier, causing her to close them. Ashtray kissed all over her face whispering sweet nothings. He didn't know what gave him the courage to say what's been on his chest all night, but he felt good saying it.

"I love you y/n."

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