He Was My First Little Love

14

Kakatapos ko lang maimpake lahat ng dala ko. Tomorrow midnight na ang balik namin sa Canada. Kahapon pa kasi kami kinukulit maigi ni mommy na bumalik na dahil miss na nila kami and they really want to see us. Tsaka next week na rin ang start of class namin ni kuya.

I decided to go to kuya's room para ibigay sa kanya yung passport ko para hawak niya na bago ang alis namin. I knock on his door before I come in.

"Ito yung passport ko. Take care of that." I said to him.

"Ikaw na maghawak niyan. Maiwala ko pa yan, ako pa sisihin mo. Matuto kang mag-ingat ng sarili mong gamit." sabi niya but I ignore what he said kaya wala siyang nagawa kundi kunin yon.

I stay a little bit inside his room. Ngayon lang ako ulit ako nakapasok sa room niya. Walang pinagbago since nung umalis kami. A lot of cartoon character posters ang nakadikit sa wall ng room niya and some other anime figure collection ang nakaayos sa may gilid ng kama niya.

Kuya was super addicted to anime figures but he already stop after we move to Canada. I don't know why, maybe he realized that he's already old for that or there's other reason.

"Ano pa tinitignan mo sa room ko? Lumabas kana." pagpapalayas niya sa akin. He's always treat me like this. Palagi kaming nagbabardagulan pero never naman kami nag-aaway in a serious way. I think that's how we showed our love and care to each other. That's our love language to each other. 

"Di ba favorite mo 'tong mga 'to? Ba't hindi mo dinala sa Canada? I really wondered that? Ayaw mo na ba sa mga 'to?" I asked him, minutes has passed but he didn't answer. Parang hindi naman niya pinakinggan yung tinanong ko. Nakakainis.

"Nag-away ba kayo ni Zheil? I heard your shout last night tas sabi ni nanay Clarita umalis ka raw kagabi." I sat on the hem of his bed. I sighed while looking on the floor. 

"Yah, we argued something but we're okay now. Nagkaroon lang kami ng misunderstanding because of someone." I simply said to him without giving eye contact. Actually I'm really not that okay pero for now palagpasin ko na muna yung nangyari. Malaki ang tiwala ko Zheil na hindi niya ako lolokohin. 

"Are you sure you're okay now and can you tell me who's that someone?" He curiously said. I don't know if I can open up what's our problem.

"Kuya mo ako kaya no secrets di ba?" paalala niya. I sighed heavily after I start talking about that 'Ava'. I told him everything that she did. Syempre sinabi ko rin na may pagdududa pa rin ako sa Ava na yon dahil iba talaga feel ko sa kanya and I'm just feel threatened a bit baka kasi pag bumalik ako ng Canada may magbago.  

"What do you think kuya? Should I feel threatened or not?" I asked him purely. I want to know his opinion too. Lalaki rin siya at alam kong may sasabi siya sa ganitong sitwasyon. 

"Are dumb or what? Bakit ka naman ma-te-threatened sa babaeng yon? Hindi ko man kilala ang Ava na yan but I know you're most worth it to keep than her. Kilala ko si Zheil ayaw non ng easy to get. A girl like her is not worth it. Hindi ka niya ipagpapalit, malaki ang taya ko sa brother-in-law ko!" I automatically smirked when I heard that from him. By the way that's my kuya. That's really savage the way he said that punch line.

"Oh wait... kuya ko ba yang nagsasalita?" I teased him while laughing hard, natigil ang pagkukulitan namin when his phone suddenly rang so he answer it.

"Okay, don't worry ako na susundo sa kanya. Ok bye, intayin mo na lang ako. Make sure that she's safe habang wala pa ako." after he ended the call he immediately get his jacket inside his cabinet.