He Was My First Little Love

18

"Don't worry Mister Bharton, your daughter is already fine, she just need a rest." I heard some noice while I'm trying to open my eyes. Pahkamulat ko ay tanging puting ilaw lang ang naaninag ko kaya medyo napapikit pa ako dahil sa pagkakasulo ko. 

"El thanks God you're awake!" Adie said kaya napatingin silang lahat sa akin. Bakas sa mga mukha nila ang pag-aaalala sa akin habang papalapit sa gawi ko. 

"How are you anak? May masakit pa ba sa'yo?" my dad asked me, even I'm confuse I still smile to my dad. Ang naaalala ko lang kasi ay pinagkaguluhan ako ng mga tao and after that wala na akong maalala kung anong nangyari sa akin. 

"I'm okay dad, 'wag kana po mag-alala medyo napagod lang po ako tsaka sumakit ng kaunti yung katawan ko." mahina kong sabi dahil  medyo nanghihina pa ako at pinakit ko pa kay dad na strong ako para hindi na siya mag-alala.

"Good to hear that from you, nag-alala kami ng sobra nung tumawag sa amin si Thea at sinabi niyang you passed out while trying to avoid your fans." dagdag pa ni daddy habang hinihimas ang pisngi ko. 

"You should be careful next time, hindi sa lahat ng oras may magpo-protekta sa'yo." paalala naman ni kuya Lhowen sa akin habang nakasandal sa may pader ng kwarto. 

I spent three days in the hospital while they doing some lab test to me. Required daw kasi yon sabi ng doctor bago ako ma discharge and all was normal and we have nothing to worry. Agad akong dinischarge ng doktor after niyang malaman lahat ng test results ko. 

Agad nag trending ang nangyari sa akin after ko mahimatay sa lugar kung saan ako dinumog ng mga tao. Adie said to me that I don't really need to speak up in public for what happened to me. I let them talk in social media whatever they want to believe. A lot of people said that I'm not really okay and I have a serious disease that's why I came back here in the Philippines at marami naman ang naniwala becaus I passed out. It's a little funny for me because they spreading false information about me.. 

I just stay inside our house doing something that I don't usually do. Every time I got bored, Keane was there to save my day. He always call me to check if I'm doing good because he heard last time what happened to me and he's very worried, to the point that he wanted to go here in the Philippines but I stop him to do that. I know he's a very busy man and I don't want to bother him.

I was here inside my room making some cute keychains. That's my hobbies when I was in Canada, I did that every time I got bored in shoot or I have a free time. I waited it to get dry, so I get out of my room para kumuha ng smoothie sa kitchen. 

Dad was in the kitchen eating some his snacks that he always want which is dried mangoes and that's what my mom's favorite snacks too. Sinasabi niya sa akin na kapag kumakain daw siya ng dried mangoes, it always remind him of my mom. Sometimes I get sad because dad didn't see mommy before she gone but I always by his side and I always do everything to make him happy. 

"You're making smoothie?" he asked, I nod while still looking to my smoothie that pouring in the glass. 

"You wan too?" He shook his head, before he leave I remind him that don't eat too much dried mangoes, it might cause him hyperglycemia. He's getting older and alam naman namin na prone lagi sa sakit pagtumatanda na kaya we're doing our best na bantayan si dad in terms of his health condition pero minsan he's like a child na ang kulit-kulit, na kung ano pa yung bawal kakainin niya pa rin. He's can now walk normally and he didn't use a support to walk but we still do his monthly check up on his doctor. I'm very proud to my dad because even he experienced a lot of pain still he managed to rise up again and go back to his normal life. Kuya and I did our best to become supportive son and daughter for him. I proudly said that, we did it.