He Was My First Little Love

PROLOGUE

DISCLAIMER

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, business, events and incidents are the products of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

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PROLOGUE

We started as a friend and then we became best friends but after the long time we've been together, I realized that my feelings for her is more than a friend. I enjoy the things all about her... actually I love her... the whole her. I love even her flaws.

I was with her when she feels alone. Through up's and down, I was beside her. I never leave her. Kung kailangan niya ako, agad ko siyang pupuntahan. Kapag kailangan niya ng balikat na maiiyakan, I'm willing to give her my shoulder.

Lahat ng pwede kong gawin maipakita ko lang na mahal ko siya ginawa kona pero hindi pala sapat 'yon to stay in our relationship. Minsan mapapagod ka rin but we tried to stay, we tried to keep our relationship but... she gave up... we gave up. Minsan iniisip ko kung tama ba na niligawan ko siya at naging magkarelasyon kami kasi kung nanatili kami sa mag bestfriend siguro... ayos pa kami ngayon. Kaya ko naman kasi siya mahalin nang patago, bakit kasi hindi na lang ako nakuntento na mag bestfriend kami... bakit pinangarap ko pang mapa sa'kin siya kung sa huli maghihiwalay rin pala kami.

I lost a girlfriend... and my bestfriend too.

It's really painful for the both of us. We suffer in this kind of pain. Yung palagi kong nasasabihan ng problema, nawala kasi pinabayaan ko. Yung taong willing akong damayan at unawain, itinulak ko papalayo. I admit that it's my fault... I failed to be the good man of her dreams.

But one thing I promise, I will never stop loving you even from afar. I will always here to support you and I will always be your secret number one fan. That's how I love you.

"Chef bakit po kayo naandyan?" tanong ng co-chef ko sa may gilid ko. I smile and I pointed the girl that I was looking earlier.

"She's beautiful, right?" I said while I can't keep smiling. After all these years... she's still beautiful... she's stunning.

"Opo chef! Sino ba naman hindi magagandahan sa kanya eh international model po 'yan! Kung ako boyfriend niya chef, hindi ko na 'yan papakawalan!" agad ko siyang siniko sa sikmura nang sabihan niya 'yon.

"Aray ko chef! May masama ba sa sinabi ko?!" sabi nito habang hawak ang tyan.

It annoys me always every time na makakarinig ako na swerte ang magiging boyfriend niya at kapag siya ang naging boyfriend nito. So fucking annoying. Hindi ako papayag na mapunta lang siya sa kagaya niyang lalaki. She didn't deserve them. May deserving kaysa sa kanila.

"Chef, type mo?" he's interested to my answer while giving me a meaningful smile, he even raised he's eyebrow. 

Oo naman! Kailan ba naging hindi, eh buong buhay ko siya lang naging type ko.