Another BTS Story 1 (finished)

College 2.3 : Attack

"I'm sorry, Seokjin?" I said as I entered the kitchen

He was looking incredibly good in his cook outfit. He turned his attention to me.

"I think there was a mistake, because Hoseok's hoodie was in my closet." I said with a half-smile

"Ah, that's Jimin's." he said

"What's mine?" Jimin asked

He startled me as he stood right behind me. I smiled at him and he rolled his eyes as he took the hoodie from my hands. He walked away to his room I presumed. I looked at Jin cooking for a while more, because it was magical to see him move around like a dancer around the kitchen.

"You're starring." He remarked

"Sorry." I said bowing and walked away

"Movie." Taehyung said

I looked at him and he was alone on the big sofa. I stared at the movie: 'Avengers.' I read. I had not seen it and hesitated for a few moment. I had to send my cover letters, but had already done the rest for the day. I would just be watching some film and then eat with them and then be by myself again.

"Why not?" I said seating opposite from him

He grumbled something I didn't hear before taking the remote and starting the movie. He stood up and sat next to me. I glanced at him and he sighed, closing his eyes before pulling me on his laps. I froze and look at him.

"Don't look at me, watch the movie." He said with a sigh

I bit my lips as he settled me between his laps and began playing with my hair. The movie was good, but I was so tired that I couldn't help but relax against him. He didn't say anything about it so I closed my eyes and breathed calmly.

"You're watching Avengers without me?" Jungkook's voice was clearly annoyed

"Shush, Kookie." Taehyung said "She's sleeping." He whispered

I wondered if he really meant it for a moment, but feeling his watchful movement.

"Who's sleeping?" Hoseok asked

"El." Jungkook answered "She looks so relaxed now."

"..." Hoseok didn't say anything "She's...I'm sorry that it hurt her so much and that she closed off to all of us because of what I said." He said

"I know that smile very well, Hobi" Jin's voice was sad "I think that more people than we think treated her like shit. She doesn't even realize that shutting off her feelings like she does, only makes it worth for her." He sighed 

"Marco talked a little with Yoongi today and the girl is really affectionate towards her friends, she's touch starved in fact. Marco spoke about night terrors and that's surely why she doesn't sleep much or with sleeping pills." He spoke

Marco, that traitor, you thought secretly as you kept listening to them talking.

"She is like me."

Yoongi's voice was clear and you felt like you didn't hear it well. Like him? How so?

"She didn't try to kill herself Yoongi." Jin spoke

I almost snapped my eyes open. Yoongi tried to kill himself. That was... I didn't know what to think. I thought that these guys always had each other, but sometimes even the person the closest to you didn't understand the pain you went through. 

Taehyung's embrace tightened on you slightly and you fake grumbled something making everyone still, before stirring. The heavy atmosphere not suiting the place.