Allyconda Diaries

Set 3- Chapter 17: Back At MattDonalds

7:58 pm

I was walking to MattDonalds with Lynn-Bin and Di00ne. We were just outside the windows, just when I spotted a familiar figure in one of the booths.

Bustin?! What's he doing here?

He just slided in his booth and was talking to another girl across from him.

"Look! It's Thirsty and Bustin!" Di00ne whispered. Lynn-Bin shoved our heads below the window panes, but just low enough to still see what they were doing. Our eyes didn't leave their sight.

"Ugh, seeing her with Bustin makes me sick" Lynn-Bin said "Can't believe she feel for a doofus!"

"...it's sorta not her fault" I admitted looking at the ground.

"What do you mean?" They both asked.

I gulped. "I can't tell you. It's one of SoPie's secrets I can't tell anyone. She actually trusted me with it so... I'm trying to be careful..." I said nervously as I felt one drop of sweat roll down my cheeks.

SoPie explained to me that Bustin "liked" me. I didn't believe any of what she said! But why would she say it? If she really was lying, what for? I was sure she was telling the truth, but I knew for a fact Bustin hates me.

Since SoPie ALSO set up Thirsty and Bustin, Thirsty actually found someone she loved. And liked a lot. Probably more than me because of our little showdown a few days ago...

But when Thirsty finds out Bustin doesn't like her the same way she likes him... It'll probably ruin her. I can't imagine her face and feelings she'll probably endure. Why did SoPie have to go so far?!

SoPie also said- well wrote in diary- that she was plotting against me because she was jealous of what I had. Bustin, lots of friends, STYLE... Okay well, she didn't say the STYLE part but; she basically wanted what Cinnabon, all my friends and I had. Popularity. I was confused though.

She was already so popular, since she was new and glamorous. But in her diary, there was a deep and decent reason why she death threatend her friends.

Last week, Cinnabon and Bustin left me at school and forgot the walk me home. Allyconda, Cassandbox, Marihuana and Di00ne went to Bitch's King to eat and get some whoopers. Without me. I feel so left out of the group. Am I even in he group anymore?

No one knows any of me secrets. No one knows I like Bustin Jeiber. And no one knows that I death threat all of them so they can pussy out. AND FUCK OFF. Did they forget, about SoPie Saytz?

It was really sad to read, and I couldn't bare to see her cry. She was really hurt.

Lynn-Bin tapped my shoulder and said for us to walk inside.

"We can't stay out here forever you know? I'm hungry as fuck, I could be canibal for Pete's Sake." She snarled.

We walked in through the doors of MattDonalds and entered the small room. I was about to pull the handle but then I suddenly noticed Bustin laugh through the window door. I glanced at him and blushed.

YOU WHAT?

I BLUSHD OK. IT MEANT NOTHING, I JUST BLUSHED.

SURE YOU FUCKER

Anyways, I spotted him take a sip of a familiar shake.

"Oh shit" I said, covering my mouth in shock.

Di00ne immidiently turned around "What happened?" She then faced where I was glaring at.

Lynn-Bin gasped. "He's holding an Allyshake." Her jaw opened. Thirsty's facial expression dropped as she watched Bustin drink the Allyshake.

We all slid against the wall and landed on our bussoms.

"Does that mean anything?" I asked, never so confused in my life. He never drank an Allyshake before- atleast from what I know. If he hates me, why would he be drinking that? Only my friends and some other people eat shit from the dollar menu- and Bustin is not one of them. I just know it.

Suddenly, I heard Di00ne make a sound.

"Aaah!"

"WHAT THE FUCK" I nearly screeched "WHY ARE YOU MOANING"

"Mm! I haven't had... Any food since-"

"Oh my fuck, lets just eat already!" Lynn-Bin basically whimpered.

I rolled my eyes. "You guys are that desperate for whoopers?!" They nodded in despair. I sighed one last time before standing up and turning around to see Bustin with his arm over Thirsty.

I blushed in the deepest shade of red, unexpectedly. And I think I might've noticed a bit of a pinkish color across Bustin's cheek. But it was probably just my imagination. Bustin CANNOT possibly like me.

And if he does?

... I'd be mad.

WHAT! Why?

Because he's basically telling a straight forward lie. He's dating on my bestest friends in the whole wide world but also has feelings for me- I- I MEAN if he does.

PFF- You like him.

SHUT UP CONSCIENCE.

When am I wrong?

24 fucking 7. I DO NOT for a fact like a player like Bustin. I won't. And I can't.

Thirsty ignored Di00ne, Lynn-Bin and I. "C'mon BABE, lets go. I really don't want to talk these people... We're better than them." She gave a quick kiss to Bustin on the cheek. He looked at me sincerely, losing the red shade of blush on his face.

"O-okay..." He said. Then they walked out the door. And left.

Di00ne and Lynn-Bin's jaws' dropped. Their facial expressions showed worry and concern.

Although, my heart struck. And I'm pretty sure my face showed no emotion. But this feeling of betrayl from a good friend because of a boy seemed so sureal. Impossible. Like it couldn't have actually happened. All this made my eyes watery.

And my insides gushed in pain.

~Allyconda C. #wtf