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mattias been gone all day with his friends. it's been almost 10 hours since he left. i've called and tried to text him hundreds of times, he didn't even tell me where he was going. He completely turned off his location on everything. Snap and his iphone. It's scaring me. no contact for over 5 hours and location turned off. his friends won't even answer my text or calls. i'm so upset and furious rn. we haven't even been fighting lately, our last fight was over a month ago. We've been fine since and it was only about him being too friendly with other females. i trust mattia. we've been together since our freshman year of high school and we've never broken up. I love him with everything inside of me. i've been up all night, i'm so worried. what if he's doing something with someone else? what if he's in trouble, what if something happened to him...*front door opens then closes*.
"BABY!" Mattia yells from downstairs. I got out of bed and ran downstairs quickly. Jumping into Mattias arms I held him tight as i was happy to see him. "hola mami" he says as he hugs me tightly. "Mattia where were you i was so worried, what happened to your phone you didn't answer me at all and you've been gone for ever?" I said talking fast as i got off of him but i kept hold of him. "im sorry babe the boys took my phone and said that i wasn't allowed to text anyone bc it was suppose to be a night with just us four, i was going to call you but I thought you were asleep so i just decided to come home and talk to you in the morning i'm sorry mama" he says as he runs his hands on my waist. "i'm just glad your ok Mattia" I said as i smiled. Mattia smiles and leans down to kiss me, as i kissed him back his lips were kinda glossy and sweet but im pretty sure it's just chapstick. I pulled back and he said "let's go upstairs mama" as he picked me up and started to walk towards the stairs. "wait are you hungry? i can make something" I asked as i stopped him for a second. "no i don't really have an appetite rn" he says as he continues to carry me upstairs. As we made it to the room he laid me down on the bed, he gave me a few kisses before heading to the bathroom to shower. something seemed so off with him and it wasn't even funny rn but i can't seem to get it in my head. His eyes were a light red and he smelled like weed. But i know Mattia and Kai smoke weed so i'm not rlly concerned he was smoking. I hear the shower turn on and Mattia comes out of the bathroom still covered up, he puts his phone on the charger before heading to the shower and closing the door behind him. I turned off my lamp and laid down in bed, i turned the tv back on and started to watch Euphoria until Mattia got out of the shower. (20 minutes later) Mattia was still in the shower but his phone was blowing up with messages. I don't rlly check Mattia's phone but i was so curious why someone was texting him so much. So i got up and leaned over to see his phone and saw some girls number in his phone that read "Luci". who's luci? I picked up his phone taking it off the charger. I unlocked his phone and started to read all of the messages from "Luci".

Luci <3

Mattia where did you go?

sorry ma i had to go home. I'll see you tmr i promise and we can spend all day with each other.

look at the videos from today, you need to save them for memories. yk.
*videos of Mattia and Luci kissing*

when did you take those?

when we were in the pool with ale and kate

i'll see you tmr ma.

oh well here's a few pics before you go to bed baby😉
*5 new attachments*
do you like them?
Babe?
baby?
Mattia?
ugh wtv.
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My heart completely shattered, all the trust i had for mattia. was gone. my body froze up. i can't believe this. after everything i've told mattia about how i've been treated in past relationships. he does this to me? i never did anything wrong to be treated like this and i don't deserve to be treated like this.
without thinking i bursted into the bathroom as mattia was stepping out of the shower with a towel around his waist. I threw his phone at him, startled he asked in confusion "Baby what's wrong?".
"If you think that i'm dumb Mattia you better think again, we've been together for 8 years mattia 8 YEARS! DOES THAT NOT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU!? I have never done anything wrong and this is how you treat me? you stabbed me in my back, with some other female. You weren't even smart enough to hide it? I hate you so much Mattia there's not enough hate in the world from how much i hate you rn. You disgust me. We're over Mattia, i refuse to be treated like this, I deserve so much better than this, im not a bad person mattia i deserve every inch of fucking love and you couldn't do that" I stormed out of the bathroom leaving Mattia standing there with a guilty face. I went into my drawers and put on a pair of long pjs pants and put on my shoes and grabbed my keys and walked out of the room. I ran downstairs to the garage and got into my car, as i started my car mattia came into the garage and banged on my window, he kept trying to open the door but it was locked. "please y/n we can talk about this, it doesn't have to be like this i can explain everything to you please don't leave please y/n i'm begging you" Mattia says muffled from outside of the car. I just stared at him before putting my car in reverse and driving away...

p2?

I will be making this series alive again. i promise.

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