Incarcerated

Chapter 30

It seems like my days was going by so fast since Nova officially been home. I managed to get her on a strict schedule within three days. I was trying so hard to be perfect at literally everything I do and did for her. But I feel like I might be jumping into everything so fast.

I walked into the Daycare unit so I could drop her off. Her teacher greeted me with smiles and showed me to the area to leave her bag and car seat. I took her out and she took her and I neatly put her stuff in her area under her name tag. I thought this was the cutest thing ever. I waved by and made my way out.

I was so nervous to leave her there. Soon as I got in the car I logged into the day care app and opened the camera to the classroom. Nova was in her crib still sleep.

I pulled off heading to my job. I hated working at Walmart but I know I needed a job and I had to do what I have to do for my child. I walked into the store and it was so many people in here. I was more so shocked than anything. I made my way to the back of the store to clock in but Ray was standing at the time clock for me.

Bestfrienddddddddddddddddd! He screamed so loud damn near picking me up swinging me around making me laughing.

Hi BestFriend! I laughed. I swiped my badge and clocked in.

How you feeling? He asked smiling from ear to ear.

I'm okay! How are you? I asked taking my phone out my back pocket to see who texted me. To my surprise it was Kash. "GoodMorning beautiful, I hope you have a great first day!" I bit my lip with a slight smile. That was really sweet of him.

Promise! Promise! Ray snapped making me look up from my phone.

Huh? I asked confused.

You didn't hear anything I said? "Girl who you was smiling all at yo phone at?" He asked getting closer and looking at my screen.

Nun yo business! I giggled.

Oweeee Kash?! Y'all gone end up together watch! He likes you wayyyy to much!

Yeah right no he doesn't!

Why don't he? You don't see what we see baby that man look at you the way I look at liquor, he loves you!

Now you pushing it! He has a girlfriend plus like 5 other bitches.

Okay and watch he drop all of them for you!

Nope your wilding!

Yeah okay, I can not wait to say "I told you so!"

Please don't! I'm definitely not even interested in dating anything! My love life died when Jordan was taken from me.

That's totally understandable but also don't be afraid to get back out there Jordan would want you to continue to live your life. Take things slow for yourself plus what you gone do when you get that itch?!

What for sex?

Yeah! You know you love to fuck.

I literally have no desire at all for sex that's completely forever gonna be the last thing on my mind.

Yeah okay until you can't stop thinking about it. And I can't wait to get all the details about y'all first time! He laughed. I rolled my eyes and pushed him.

Shut up please! I laughed. We walked to register one to get our assigned registers. We was right next to each other.

So like if he ask you on a date you say no? Ray asked coming over to me giving me some bags.

Yeah I would it's like.....I would feel like I'm cheating on Jordan....

That's understandable but he's gonna come after you just watch! I know men! And that boy already fell in love with you!

Whatever Ray! What's going on with you?! What's new?

Gurlllllllll nothing you already know my hot in the ass.

Oh my god Ray! I laughed.

I'm just so happy your home baby girl I love you, and I'm here for you! Ray said giving me a hug. I was always blessed to have Ray in my life as my BestFriend.