Incarcerated

Chapter 4

2 Weeks Later....

I let a couple weeks go by and I tried to get myself together the best I could. I was going into depression and I just felt so alone. I finally made a drs appointment like three days ago and today was the big day. I was going before school. Jas let me take her car long as I was going to school. I pulled into the parking lot of the clinic and I sat there looking at the building. I was so nervous.

Hello Promise I'm dr Davis.! A lady said coming into the room breaking me from my daze of looking at all the stuff on the walls.

Hi.! I said shyly.

So you had a confirmed pregnancy test.? When was your last period.?

Umm to be honest I don't even know. I have irregular hair ones,

Oh okay I see. She said as she began to type on her computer. "Are you having any symptoms?

I get bad head aches sometimes, I'm sleepy ass the time. And I get like a sick feeling at night.

Okay and how long does that last.?

For a couple hours I try to sleep it off.

And does that work.?

Sometimes, sometimes it wakes me up.!

Can you keep food down at these times.?

I don't eat because I don't have an appetite.....

Oh okay that's not good.! You have to nurish you and the baby. I'm gonna go grab an ultrasound computer can you sit tight for me. She smiled sitting her lap top down. I nodded my head and she left out.

Text message
-bum ass cheating ass nigga

*im on the block* I read the message looking at my screen. I rolled my eyes and the door opened again. I was not prepared for this.
She directed me to lay back and Poured the cold gel on my stomach. She put the prob on me moving it around. I started to cry because I heard a heart beat. This was real.! It was real.! I was pregnant. A baby was inside of me.

Okay so it looks like your about 8 weeks and 2 days.! That gives you a dude date of...........March 20th. She said surely plugging stuff in. She pointed to the small dot on the screen. "That's your baby" she smiled. She printed some pictures out so I could have and cleaned my stomach off. I was starting to feel sick about this. "You do know there's a lot of options out here for girls your age Promise."

What.? I asked snapping out my daze.

I'm just saying I see your facial expressions and they don't look to happy. I can set you up with a social worker if you like.? She can give you some in sight on adoption maybe even termination. She said softly picking her things up.

I'm fine thank you.! I said kissing my teeth. I definitely had an attitude now. I fixed my pants and grabbed my bag to walk out before her. She pissed me completely off. I got in the car and headed to the hood. Jordan was sitting on the porch with his friends. He got up and walked over to me when he seen me. I got out the car and he came over to me.

Heyy.! He said biting the side of his lip. "What's up.?" He asked as if he didn't know what to say. I reached into the car and grabbed the sonograms and gave them to him.

I'm 8 weeks pregnant.! I said shyly trying not to cry. He pulled me into his arms and let me cry to him.

It's okay baby we can figure this out together, whatever you decide I'm with.!

How.? I'm pissed at you Jordan? And I don't wanna make permanent decisions on temporary feelings.

Baby I'm sorry.! I was way past wrong. Them bitches ain't mean shit to me but you....you do baby I swear. Your the one I'm in love with Promise it's you it's always gone be you.!

Yeah I hear you put I don't believe you Jordan you cheated with multiple bitches not just one.! I'm pregnant and what if you would of caught something.?! Y'all niggas don't think before y'all do.! Look I don't know what ima do ima hit you when I figure it out. I said wiping my tears to head back to school.