Incarcerated

Chapter 23

Jordan.? I asked confused.

Hi baby.! His voice said as his arms embraced me. Tears came rushing down my face. His energy felt pure and loving. "Stop crying Promise.!" He smiled hard.

How are you here right now.?! I asked looking up at him with blinded eyes.

Believe it or not god sent me.! His smile was so beautiful.! He had this perfect glow to him.

So you made it to heaven huh.?! I giggled wiping my face.

God doesn't judge he knows one heart and the desire they do things for. Promise I'm sorry for leaving you baby but it was my time to go.....if I could of stayed I would of but God has so many other wonderful plans for you baby it's unbelievable.

I don't want them if your not in them.! This is hard.! Jordan this is hard without you here with me. I don't know how to do this.!

You will learn baby.! Your doing good. I'm always with you I'm in your heart and I'm in our daughter. Whenever you want me just hold her and your holding me.! Your going to be an amazing wonderful mother. Nova'Rain is lucky to have you, and I was lucky to had have you. But I'm always gonna be with you. I see you, I feel you, and I hear you. I might not be able to talk back but baby I'm right here and I'm listening to you.! He pulled me into hug him and I could feel his blood running through his body and hear his heart beating.

I'll do anything in this world to get another one of these.! I said through my tears.

Me too.! But I gotta get back. I just came to tell you that your going to be okay, everything in life is going to get better wether you believe it or not Promise it is.! And I don't want you sitting around sad anymore.! I want you to be the best you, you can be.! I want you to remember your a great mom and your going to be a great wife, I don't want you to sit around waiting and wishing on me. Baby live your life.! Go ahead and LIVE, Promise you deserve to be happy and I want you to be happy. I also think Kash might be a good candidate, you know he's a lot like me.! He laughed.

But I want you.!

And I want you too.! But we can't God sent you somebody special don't worry.! Jordan kissed my forehead and hugged me tight kissing me. I took the smell of his embrace all over again and held him tight until I couldn't no more.

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I woke up opening my eyes slowly, with a banging head ach. It looked like I was in a hospital room. It was a nurse in here and she was writing on a clip bored. My side and stomach was hurting bad. I was in so much pain.

Heyy there girl.! The nurse said with a slight smile.

Hi.! I said with a raspy voice trying to sit up a little bit. "Where am I.?" I asked looking around.

Your in the Infirmary.! This is the jail version of a hospital. I'm your nurse my name is Kayla. I just gave you some pain meds through your IV.

Thank you....can I have some water or something.? My mouth is really dry.!

Yeah I'll be right back.! She said finishing her writing than leaving out the room. I notice two CO's was by the door. I moved the covers from my body and looked down to see I had a big patch over my stomach and another big patch over my left side. This was going to be straight hell.!