Incarcerated

Chapter 6

Over the next few weeks me and kash was getting close because we had a project to work on together. He was funny and sweet. But we kept it friendly. He was cool though.

Heyy you.! He smiled coming to sit next to me in the computer lab. We met down here every other days after school to work on our project.

Heyy.! I said dryly.

What's wrong.?

Nothing.!

You sure.?

Why do y'all niggas think it's okay to cheat on y'all fuckin girlfriends and ask for forgiveness like nothing happened.?! I asked angrily.

You getting cheated on.?

I did....

That nigga a fool to cheat on you.! He said as he opened his book.

Niggas is stupid.!

Not all of us. Plus I got you something. He smiled digging in his book bag. "I noticed you been sad a few times this week and I grabbed you this.! He smiled pulling out a small pink teddy bear.

This is sooo cute.! I squealed in excitement.

I'm glad you like it. It huh came with this also.! He said unsure if he should pull the small blanket out.

What's this.?! I laughed confused.

Not saying I'm being nosey or anything cause I swear I'm not but I did see you looking up some pregnancy things the other day. And i seen the app notification on your phone I put two and two together.....

Your nosey as fuck.!! I smiled. "But thank you it definitely made my day.!" I smiled shyly giving him a sly hug.

Your welcome. He smiled. "So you are.?" He asked shyly.

Yeah..... i wasn't ready to admit that out loud.

Word.?! What you having.?

I don't know yet actually.... I'm only three months.

Awwww.! I remember when my son was first born. He smiled.

You have a son.?

I had a son.....

What happened if you don't mind me asking.

My baby mom was careless after I broke up with her......she wanted to get back at me so she thought by leaving my son home alone while she went out to a party she could her my attention....my son was only two.....he got up wondering through the night and the door was left opened.....he ahh wondered off out the door and got hit by a car a couple months ago.! He said trying to fight the edge to cry.

Oh my god I'm so sorry for your loss. I said hugging him. "Are you okay.?"

I'm fine. He said forcing a smile on his face. "I miss him though"

I bet you where a wonderful dad.!

I was..... I would kill for that little boy to be alive again.!

I know you would.! That's messed up. So what's happening with his mom.?

Her ass locked up. Upstate in county prison. That bitch doing 8 years.

Just 8.?

That's what I said but it's cool though Karma's a bitch and hell is real hot.

You ain't never lied about that.! But bud if you ever wanna talk I'm here for you.

Thanks, like wise. He said with a slight smile. "So about the baby when you due.?!"

Keep your voice down.! I don't want nobody to know.! I giggled a bit.

Why not.? He laughed.

I just don't wanna be that young pregnant girl in school. I already got enough on my plate I don't need the extra shit ya know.

Yeah I hear you. If you need somethin let me know I got you.

I do need some advice.....

Okay go ahead....

I don't know what to do about my relationship honestly.

Do you love him.?

With all my heart.....we been through a lot together.

Than give him another chance. I know niggas  make mistakes and Shit and this could of been an honest one. I know the nigga can't be this stupid to let you go without a fight.

I mean he's been texting back to back since find out I was pregnant. My family doesn't like him at all.!

But at the end of the day it ain't about what your family think of him it's about how he treat you, how he loves you, if he respects you and care for you.! They not messing with him you is.

That's some real shit Kash....I gotta admit I wasn't expecting you to say anything like that.

Nah ima real nigga I say what's real. For real for real. I say, say what's on your mind to him tell him how you feel and what you wanna do. If it's worth raising y'all kid together than do it but if it's not raise the baby alone. Your love will come and find you if it's ment to be.

Thanks.! I smiled taking everything he said in. I didn't have my parents and neither did he. If I was gonna keep my baby than I wanted my baby to have both parents. The baby deserved both parents.