Lisa's Killer Smile

Chapter 20: Don't Cry Out Loud

Lisa POV

I was too stunned to speak because of what is happening. Irene hugs me and I cannot move immediately from my position because I don't know how to react to her. I think Somi was right. She got hypnotized. I try to ask about what she is doing, but she just say to me that she just want to hug and comfort me. I let her do it because I don't want her to feel offended if I decline.

But then, I hear a familliar voice calling my name and Irene. I know that sexy voice so I immediately glance to her direction. It's Jennie. As I look at her, I can sense that she is not angry but wearing a serious face and she looks hurt. She asks me if I have feelings for Irene. I am so scared to answer because I don't want to hurt others' feeling but because of pressure, I answer her that I don't have feelings for her. Jennie turns to Irene and say to her that she likes me. I feel nervous about the commotion between her and Irene. It is hurtful to see friendships to break.  But there is also a part of me that is celebrating right now. I feel that I have won a lottery with this confession of Jennie. Is she serious about this? I am just looking and checking Jennie's reaction when Irene slapped her face. She was slapped and I don't want others to hurt her precious face.

But before I can react and guide her, she burst out her frustrations to me. My heart is pricked because she wants me to stay away from her sight. Why am I feeling like I am dying when she utter those words? I am losing my hope and happiness because she doesn't want to see me anymore. Yes this is my wish to ignore her and live my life alone from her but it really sucks hearing these words from the woman you admire. Yes I think I am liking Jennie. And right now I want to shout and cry because of this pain I am feeling.

Then I heard Somi calling my name and look like scared.

S: Lis, you're parents called me earlier and they are calling you many times but you didn't answer their call. They saw you in the viral news. Maybe there are some students who uploaded your video, how you fought the famous number one soccerteam of all time and it went viral already. And I think you dont have an idea that our school is well known in the whole world. Your hiding will be exposed Lis.

L: Fuck, what did my parents say? And how many views does my video get?

S: Look, it's 2M already in an hour. And about your parents they are planning to move you out again to another country.

Yes of course that is the solution. I need to move out again and I remember those women who are obssessed with me. Maybe when they watch that video, they will immediately flight in to this country. I am doomed. And my frustrations go up because someone is calling on my phone. Bambam is calling me.

B: Lis, you need to hear this so you should prepare because Nancy and Tsuyu know your place already. They are begging me where is your exact place in Korea.

L: Bam, What should I do? I want to rebel with this fucking life.

B: Don't worry Lis, I will do my best to stop Nancy and Tsuyu get in to a flight. I have many connections, I can handle this for you. Do not leave your Jennie there. I promise that I will protect you from these women.

I cannot utter any words to Bambam because when I heard the name of Jennie I  am literally sobbing and crying so loud because of this frustrations and pain I am feeling. Somi and Bambam are just listening to mg cry..

L: Bam, Jennie wants me to stay away from her.

B: Why, what happened?

I didn't answer Bam I bid my goodbye to him and ended the call.

L: Somi please call Hanbin we need to accompany him to his home.

S: Ok Lis.

Jennie POV