Lisa's Killer Smile

Chapter 41: Ghost Of You

Jisoo POV

We are here in the hospital. Jennie is lying on the bed and resting. Thank God, her wound on her leg is not deep. We are waiting for her to wake up. We are very worried on her. Jennie's four Oppas are all downcasted.

I am wondering why they are very exaggerated about Lisa and Jennie's relationship? But they already allowed Tae's relationship with his boyfriend. And as far as I know, they are very soft to Jennie.
I think, they are hiding something. Because even Papa looks something strange these past few days. He always meet up Jennie's brothers. Their meeting always end up late. He also warned me, that I need to restrain myself from Lisa. I am fucking confused with their actions.

Why did my Papa need to engage Jennie with that guy?

My family is full of love and understanding to each other. Yes, I know that they are very overprotective to Jennie and to me also. But I think they've lost their boundaries to Jennie's life, because this is the first time that Jennie got hurt by them physically. Maybe because they don't like Jennie's actions toward them.

However, I envy Jennie, she has guts to express and fight for her love. She knows how to sacrifice her ownself to save Lisa. I want to become like her. I want to fight my love for Rose too. But how can I do that? Every time I recall about how my Papa asked me to marry Hae-in, I feel suffocated.  I don't want to marry him. I want to have the same courage as Jennie.

When I was in my deep thought inside my room yesterday, I felt rage. I did wreck my room because of my madness. I shouted so loud to express my disappointment to myself. But when the light gets blackout, I stopped myself from shouting. I don't know why, but it always happens every time I get rage. I urged myself to believe that it was just always a coincidence, but we have generators in our mansion.

I remember, when were young Jennie and I fought, we were raging that time and some things were broken, even the lights of our mansion were sparking. We actually didn't do any thing or touched those things that caused them to break. I didn't get it, why our Oppas and Papa didn't mind when it happened. Everytime I remember those moments, I'm having goosebumps. I think, we have a ghost in our big mansion. I stop my thought when Jennie wakes up and calls me.

J: Couz.

We go to her bed. She is not minding her Oppas, but she is just looking at me.

J: I want to talk to Jisoo alone. I don't want to see your all ugly faces.

They look hurt and sad about Jennie's  request. They don't have any choice but to obey. They don't want to argue again with their baby sister. When her Oppas leave us alone, I start the conversation.

Js: How's your feeling Couz?

J: I'm OK now. But Couz, I want to ask for your help.

Js: About what?

J: I want you to look for Lisa and fetch her.

Js: What!! What are you planning to do?

J: She has no place to stay in. I don't want her to stay with some stupid woman who admires her. I need her beside me.

Js: Shit Jen! Please focus on yourself for now. And besides, it is very early to ask Lisa to be with you. You know what happened yesterday.

J: OK. If you will not grant my request I will do that on my own. 

Js: What do you mean?

Jennie immediately takes off the dextrose and gets up from the bed, even she has an injury on her leg.

Js: What the fuck Jennie!! Ok, ok, shit! I will do that.

J: I want you to sneakily get Lisa.

Js: Fuck! Couz, you know it is very dangerous. Your four Oppas are here and there are so many guards outside.