Fated to You ( B L )

Chapter 48

Marius

"Please stop! I'm begging. Please please don't!"

Halos maguho ang aking mundo ng makita ko ang ginagawa ng mga kalalakihan kay Jade habang nasa video ito. Tumutulo ang mga luha niya habang bakas na bakas sa kanyang mukha ang matinding sakit. Hindi na ako makagalaw. Nakadikit ang aking mga mata sa bawat pagpalahaw ng aking omega.

Six men are violating him. Six fucking men! What the f*ck is going on?! Nasaan si Sebastian?

"F*uck! Let me go there right now!" nanggagalaiti sabi ko kay Sarge ngunit bago pa ako makalabas ay nahawakan na ako ng dalawang lalaki at ni Cole.

"Bro, calm down!" kalmadong sabi sa akin ni Cole.

"Calm down? F*ck that is my mate they are raping! That is mine! I can stand here doing nothing. Don't you have mates huh? Hindi ninyo nararamdaman itong nararamdaman ko because you weren't betrayed by the persons you trusted most! Damn it! Let me go! Jade needed me! Let me go!" pasigaw kong sabi sa kanila habang nagwawala.

The rage within me wanted to punch them away from me and go straight to that Bean Island and rescue him. I don't care if there are missiles, gunshots, or even bombs that will hit me along the way. Ang mahalaga ay maliligtas ko si Jade even if I die in the process.

"I said calm down bro! I know what you feel but this isn't the time to go there. We stick to the plan. Please be rational. You will die before you can even reach Jade. Calm down and think what is right," pakiusap ni Cole sa akin.

He's right. But it pains me no, it's wrecking me seeing Jade in that situation. He's weak! Kapapanganak lang niya! Why are they doing this?! Hindi pa ba sapat na nailayo na nila ito sa akin? Jesus Christ! It's painful! It hurts! Why is this all happening to me?! Why?!

Walang akong nagawa kung hindi ang umiyak sa tindi ng galit, sama ng loob at kawalang pag-asa. It frustrates me to watch my Jade suffer.

"This video is probably a plan to provoke you, Marius. They wanted you to go there alone and ruin the plan. But I can't allow you to do that. We must follow the plan. Please endure a little bit more," sabi sa akin ni Sarge.

But I don't care anymore. My heart's breaking into pieces right now. All I can think is why Jade? Bakit sa lahat siya pa? Wala akong maisip na maaring dahilan kung bakit siya pinapahirapan ng ganito? And where the hell is Sebastian? Sabi niya ay mahal niya ito? Why is he letting that happen? Those bastards! I swear! I kill them all.

Napahagulhol ako. I don't care if I'm a big guy and let alone a Duke if I cry like this. I don't care if my comrades see me like this. I'm weak right now. They are using the one who is my weakness.

"Hold together Bro," sabi ni Cole habang nasa tabi ko siya. "We will save Jade. I will help you," sabi pa niya.

Ngunit bingi ako sa sandaling iyon. Lahat ng aking pansin ay nasa aking dibdib kung saan ay naroon nagmumula ang sakit na aking nararamdaman. Nasaktan na ako noong nawala si Jade sa akin ngunit mas masakit kapag nakita mo siyang nasasaktan at wala kang magawa kung hindi ipanalangin na sana makaya pa niya hanggang sa araw na mailigtas ko na siya mula sa impyerno ng kinaroroonan niya.

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko nagawang makauwi sa bahay ng aking mga magulang at nagawa ang aking mga tungkulin bilang isang Duke. I always anticipate the day that the plan will be executed. But as the day goes by, tila ba parusa ito sa akin. Parang kay tagal lumipas ng mga oras at lahat ng aking isipan ay nakatuon kay Jade.

"Are you drinking again?" tanong sa akin ni Mama ng maabutan niya akong mag-isa sa bar ng papa.

"Nagpapa-antok lang, Ma," sagot ko sa kanya. But the truth is I drink my frustrations.