Speak Now

Mine Alone

Why do you have to be so beautiful? Well fudge that! Beautiful is not even enough to describe you, you're like an angel that fell gently into the surface of the earth, that has a wonderful smile that can lighten up the mood, that smile that makes your chinky eyes vanish, oh gosh that smile, that smile that can brighten the darkest of my days, and that comforting touch, that eases my messed up mind, oh that touch that is so comforting yet, at the same time it makes me nervous, so nervous that it makes my legs jelly like, how I wish I can call you mine, mine and mine alone, but sadly you're not mine, you can't be mine and you will never be mine...

Oh Maddie, words are not enough, not enough to describe my feelings towards you, words are not enough to tell you how much I care, not enough to tell you how much I love you...

Words are not enough, yet I have these words inside my chest that are left unsaid, unsaid and burried deep in the corner of my heart... how I wish I have the strength and courage to tell you all those words, all those things that are left unsaid, too bad I can't because I'm a helpless coward...

So here i am staring at you, well technically I'm staring at your back...

"de Leon!" I was startled when someone called me, I looked up and saw my prof. anger written all over her face, and I can feel that is because of me.

"Y-yes ma'am?"

"Day dreaming, huh?" she said with her eye brow raised, and trust me, her brow looked like it already reached the cieling

"S-sorry ma'am"

"de Leon, I do not tolerate a student that is day dreaming in the middle of my class, is that clear?!"

"Yes ma'am, crystal clear."

"I will let this slip just this once de Leon, but next time, you will find yourself outside my class, now, sit properly"

I sighed heavily

I'm Isabel Beatriz P. De Leon

And as you can all see, I'm basically hopeless

Hopeless and foolishly in love with a person, a person who happens to be my batchmate, team mate, friend, and worst of all a person that also happens to be a girl.

Oh Maddie you're driving me mad.

The bell rang indicating that it's already lunch time

When I looked straight ahead Maddie was nowhere in sight.

I sighed, then stood up and walked lazily into the caf. I ordered my lunch

My friend Jhoana called me, so I went to her table and sat there with her, well technically I slouched.

I looked at Jho, her brow raised

"Come on now Bei, what is it this time?"

And right on cue Therese came

"Hey Jho, hi Bea" she happily greated us

"Hey whats wrong BEAst?" She asked with a puzzled look

I sighted heavily

"Oh now I get it"

"What is it ,Jho?" Therese curiously asked

"Its about MYM"

It took sometime before Therese got it, but eventually she did and looked at me with the what-did-she-do-this-time-look

"Nothing, it's just that, ughh, you know what guys? Forget it, I don't want to talk about it" then I bit into my sandwich