ECSTASY

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Antonio's POV

It's been a few weeks since we found Kayla and Iyla. Her family and friends came to visit her and stayed the entire week. Since our little argument that led to her have a seizure we haven't really talked. I know it's my fault all of this happened, I should've told her about me being in the mafia but it was hard.

Her and Iyla has been sleeping in the guest room. I usually wait until she goes downstairs to get Iyla but I miss her.

I got out the bed- did my morning routine and went to the guest room. When I walked in Shakayla was on the phone while Iyla was nursing.

"Ssss ouch Iyla stop moving." She hissed as Iyla was standing on her thighs as she fed.

"Goodmorning." I smiled.

"Morning." She gave me a slight smile back.

Iyla started moving again. "Ouchhh girl, thats it your done." She removed her breast out of Iyla's mouth causing Iyla to start crying and having a little tantrum.

"Go to your father, your little attitude stinks." She chuckled at Iyla. She started kicking and screaming.

"Iyla vieni qui mamma." (Iyla come here momma) I said to her and she started crawling towards me.

"She knows what you be saying?." Kayla smiled.

"Somewhat." I kissed her and started rocking her back and forth.

"Her attitude is out of this world."

"Yeah it is, I wonder who she gets that from."

"Not me."

"If you think so but can we talk please."

"Sure let me brush my teeth and wash my face." She got up and she only had on some thongs and a bra.

Fuck

When she came back out of the bathroom she sat on the floor near Iyla so she could crawl.

"Okay go ahead." She said clapping her hands at Iyla to get her to crawl to her.

"Im really really sorry about everything that happened, I promise no more secrets. I know your traumatized and it wasn't my intentions for this to happen. I lost too many people I love and I promised myself I would never lose you or Iyla, even if it kills me."

"Why didn't you tell me though? Did you honestly not trust me?"

"I did but I didn't know how to tell you." She rolled her eyes at me.

"Okay Antonio, how is Jamari?"

"He's good, do you still have feelings for him?"

"I use to have feelings for him but those feelings are long gone."

"I want us to work, I want this to work and I feel like- by me keeping secrets from you is going to be the cause of us not working. I promise I won't keep anything from you."

"That goes for the both of us. So what I'm about to tell you-you can't get mad."

"I won't."

"Me and Jamari kissed."

"What?"

"We had a little moment. It was just a kiss nothing more, nothing less."

"What made you want to do that?" I asked out of curiosity.

"I didn't, he kissed me."

"Okay, well that's the past and I'm not upset."

I felt a way a little