don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)

Chap 3

Keywords:
Thoughts
"talking"

TW: Swearing ,Self hatred , awful thoughts, fighting , bullying

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Mr. Elci said "you both can sit over there" pointing at an empty table beside Mammon and yumi's table.

The two walked over to their table and sat down "ok class let's start this math class" sir elci said the class started to listen to him

AFTER CLASS

Mammon got his things and store in back to his bag "yumi, Im not going to eat today i ate a lot at breakfast and im still full from that" he lied "You're still full from breakfast?, it's been hours." She replied confused "yea, you can eat with your friends today.." he said "fine but please when you're hungry eat, ok?" she replied "yes yes boss yumi" he says.

"well im going to lunch now, bye Mammon" she said "bye" he replied the truth was just he didn't feel hungry he sighed i feel bad for lying to yumi but.. i dont feel like eating im not full nor hungry. he thought. he wanted to go to the rooftop.

he walked until someone stoped him "watch where you're going!" A random demon said "what are you saying?!, you were the one who bumped into me" Mammon said "Do i look like i give a fuck?!, when i say you move you better move!" The random demon said angerly "do you not know who i am IM THE GREAT MAMMON" Mammon said "So what you're weak as fuck!, Your brothers are better than you! You are nothing compared to them unlike you they are stronger and better." The demon said Mammon fell silent..

"what do you mean?!, i'm stronger than my brothers!" Mammon said not wanting to believe him "you stronger ha! You make me laugh they're obviously better than YOU ARE NOTHING" The demon said mammon thought he's right my brothers are better than me... "did you know i've worked hard for everything i have right now and YOU Did nothing! You never worked for anything!" The demon added once again mammon felt silent he did work for what he has right now people just didnt see him working hard.. "I DID WORK FOR THE THINGS I HAVE NOW!" Mammon replied almist tearing up but he's holding it in...

"you never did you're worthless you are nothing compared to them!" The demon said that triggered Mammon he punched the demon hard in the face still holding his tears.. "SHUT UP SHUT UP!" Mammon said "ha look how weak you are!" The demon replied while he scoffed Mammon punched him again now the demon fought back now there was a fight..

One student saw this and called lucifer after hearing it lucifer got mad at Mammon he got into a fight he ran to where the student saw them fighting and stoped them "stop What are you guys doing?!!" Lucifer said "lu-lucifer?" Mammon said the demon looked at Mammon and smirked "he.. did it to me first.. i didn't do anything.." the demon faked being innocent and hurt when he was actualy the cause of this..

"MAMMON! COME HERE" Lucifer shouted at Mammon he felt scared THE MAMMON felt scared "b-but lucifer he was the one who started it.." Mammon said "LAIR! U HURTED ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO GIVE YOU MY MONEY!" The demon said "I DID NOT, lucifer believe me i didn't start it.." Mammon said as he pleaded to lucifer..

lucifer did not believe his own brother instead believed a random demon "SHUT UP MAMMON YOU CAUSED THIS!, NOW COME HERE!." He said angerly at mammon.. Mammon was shaking "Im very sorry about my brother's behavior" lucifer said "go to the nurse patch up your bruises." lucifer said politely..

Mammon thought he didn't believe me why didnt he believe me!.. maybe he was right i am worthless and stupid.. "Now why did you beat him up!!" Lucifer said very angerly at his brother "i-i didnt i swear lucifer he said bad things about me!" mammon replied "we will talk at the house and you are grounded!!" Lucifer said angerly lucifer was busy and left after saying that..

Mammon ran while crying to the rooftop the rooftop is very quiet he goes here to clear his mind often but now he is here to cry HE CRIED AND CRIED "am i really that worthless.. he is now angry at me he didn't even let me say anything.. he didn't let me explain it's not my fault.."
mammon mumbled while crying his eyes out do they not care about me? Do they hate me? Do they think im useless?.. thoughts filled Mammon's head thinking about this made him cry more...

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I hate that random demon what name should i give him?..
Mammon dont cryyy (⊃;'༎ຶٹ༎ຶ')⊃