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Mammon woke up because of the light god it was saturday
He looked to his side seeing jan gone..
He panicked and looked around the room until it hit him
They were gone..
They're on that sleep
Oh.. they really are gone now.. what am I going to do.. he walks to his bed and sat on the side he stared at the wall for good 5 minutes
He soon snapped put of it and as his stomach grumbles he got the memories from yesterday and the other day
Flashback from yesterday
"Mammon cmon let me make you food you're hungry!" Jan said to him he didnt want too but jan somehow convinced him once again
Flash back from the other day
"Cmon I know you're hungry let's go eat. I'll make food for you" jan said softly
End of flashback
He remembers them now who will convince him to eat?..
He doesn't have an appetite today
He didn't have anything to do..
He doesn't want to hang out with his brothers they would probably say no
He thoughts.of things as he felt a bit itchy he accidentally scratched his cut which took off the layer and it started to bleed again "oh.. I better wash this blood off" he mumbled
He got up and walked to his closet taking out a brand new hoodie and walked to his bathroom might swell change too
He first washed his wrist under the running water as the red water drips off his arm making him mesmerized by the shade of red coming from him
He soon turned the faucet off and changed to his new hoodie
He got out the bath room and went to his desk not knowing what to do
He thought of something might as well try drawing right?
He didnt know what to do so he picked up his pencil and took out a sheet of paper deciding on what to draw he first just did some doodles
It looked ok for a beginner he started to actually try this time after one hour
He looked at his masterpiece it looks meh.. I guess it's fine for my first time.. but I gotta do better i need it too look really good so i can surprise jan.. plus it could maybe make me more likeable?.. he thought as he was looking at his drawing
It looked good for beginners it was better than most of them I guess he really had the talent for it
As he was looking at it someone knocked on his door
He froze SHIT SHIT SHIT... they know.. I didnt go to school for 2 days shit shit I'm dead he was panicking
"Mammon.open.the.door.now" they sounded stern and mad he got up his desk as he was shaking god why am I so pathetic why cant I live up to being the 2and strongest.. I'm so useless his thoughts as he opened the door to see a mad lucifer well fuck
"Hi.. luci" he said to the mad brother "don't just "hi" me. You skipped 2 days of school!!" He yelled at him which made mammon flinch
He hope luci didnt see that he flinched he picked his self up and said "why do you care. Just hang out with that harvey guy" he said quietly lucifer did still hear it
"Watch what you're saying Mammon." He said as he was glaring at him
"Now kindly explain to WHY YOU DECIDED TO SKIP 2 WHOLE DAYS OF SCHOOL" Lucifer said
"Just shut up you don't need to know why.." he replied as he turned his back and tried to get in his room but of course lucifer decided to stop him by squeezing his wrist
"Ow ow.. stop squeezing my wrist!" Mammon said to him he didnt really want to talk to him he just wanted peace
Lucifer ignored his comment and dragged him to his office to talk..
"Leave me alone lucifer" he said softly lucifer scoffed and said "shut up and tell me a good reason you skipped school " he said sternly
"Why are you caring about this all of the sudden??" Mammon asked lucifer looked at him and said "just answer my question"
Mammon gave him a gloomy look he really doesn't care about me aha... he said "because I want to are you happy now."
As mammon walks out of the room leaving lucifer there
He ran through the hallway to his room and shut the door
He tried his best to look strong.. but the way he ignored it .. he doesn't really care about me now huh..
He silently cried and the floor curling up into a ball
Afterwards that he got up and walked to his bathroom looking at the blade he didnt touch for a few days
He held it and did a cut on his wrist 1.. 2
.3.. 4.. 567..89 and 10
He looked at his wrist as a beautiful shade of red coming out of the cut he did to himself the blood felt nice it felt nice when he cuts himself it feels comforting and it makes him feel a bit better
He also forgot about his cut on his back he took off his top just to look at it if it was healing well
It was he also looked at his arm he was happy it was healing but at the same time it felt like something that he deserved was fading away..
He shaked off those thoughts and he wore his clothes back on he got out the bathroom feeling really weak and tired
He goes to his bed and lays down to sleep
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Anyways do yall want like a 37k special story's AA
IM GON DO THAT thing again
Yall know the drill GO REQUEST HERE
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don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)
FanfictionCover art is from kookooberry on twitter !!this story is completely fiction this doesn't happen in the original obey me!! This is a mammon angst it contains !!TW!! Abuse Gore Self harm Angst Fighting Depression And others This story is mine its...
