don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)

Chap 6

i didn't update yesterday because i needed a break now im back from a 1 day break!!!

Keywords:
Thoughts
"talking"

TW: body shaming mentions

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The same night Asmo kept getting worried he didn't want to admit he cared for Mammon..

asmo stop thinking about mammon he's ok!.. he thought he kept convincing himself until he calmed down...

Mammon he felt hungry he stands up and walked to the door but stoped his thoughts were back hunting him with the comments

stop dont eat
you're fat enough stop.
dont leave
starve yourself
Pig
fat
go on a diet

his thoughts said out loud in his head he could not bear it so he didn't leave his room he stayed there then his thought's stoped..

"am i realy fat?" He questioned himself his thoughts agreed to it..

he was starving but couldn't eat his body and thought's stoped him from eating..

He was walking to bed until he saw a ghost
"AH!" he shouted but it wasn't loud enough that his brothers heard. his voice was weak..

"please dont be scared of me..." the little ghost said "S-sorry it's my first time seeing a ghost i've heard of ghost but never really have seen one.." he whispered "oh oh! Really!, then im the first ghost you saw!" The little ghost said cheerfully..

"yea.. you're the first ghost i've seen." he replied the ghost was happy well that was because ghost are quite rare ghosts are people that still had to do something they  had unfinished business or missions they needed to finish before getting pick to either go to hell or heaven..

"so why are you here?" He asked the ghost the ghost was sad he didn't recognize them this ghost has been on a mission for a very long time..

"oh.. because i thought this place was cool!" the little ghost replied with a smile "oh, why did you pick this.. there are more rooms to pick you know.." he said "uh.. because you looked cool!" The ghost said while giggling Mammon felt a little happy by the words that the ghost said.

"of course im cool IM THE GREAT MAMMON" He replied jokingly he was a bit happy but it was only a few minutes till his happyness was gone again why is there so many ppl that are helping me or making me happy?.. Mammon thought..

(Because you're the main character  Mammon)

The ghost laughed they saw Mammon happy for a spilt second now they knew this was hard..

"can i stay here?, pleasee" the little ghost said Mammon was shocked but put his thoughts into it

it wont be bad right? Now i can talk to someone.. he got his answer "yea, you can" he said the ghost was happy he saw the ghost goinh up and down going circles..

it made him laugh.. his stomach again rumbles "oh looks like you're hungry!" The ghost said "Im not.. ill go to sleep" he said walking to his bed and laid down..

"huh, why are you not eating?"  The ghost said "im not hungry.. now let me sleep" he said the ghost got concerned and was about to lecture him about eating when they saw him sleeping..

"why are you starving yourself Mammon.." the ghost said whispering..

Time skip -> Morning

Mammon woke up and stand up his legs got weak probably because he didn't eat yesterday..

he went to his closet and putted on his uniform he goes out of the door and thinks should i just eat an apple? He thought while his thoughts agreed yes u should..

he went to the kitchen to get an apple beel saw this "you're just eating an apple?, that's not a lot Mammon and i saw you're leftovers are still in the fridge.." beel said Mammon was shocked beel didn't eat it he thought he would..

"i told you i was not hungry.."  he replied to beel "no, you're eating more than that" beel said before beel could get him food Mammon dashed out of the kitchen and outside the house.

he ran to school he took a breath his legs was weak..

in the house Beel was about to give it to mammon then he saw him dashing out of the house..

beel went to the dinning room and told about it to his brothers..

"What?!, he only took an apple AND he didn't eat dinner?!" Lucifer said shocked Asmo could not believe it..

"he'll probably eat at lunch right?.." asmo added "i hope so, let's talk to him later he needs to eat.." levi said even levi agreed..

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Thats the chapter hope you liked it!!