don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)

Chap 5

Keywords:
thoughts
"talking"

TW: ABUSE, SWEARING AND GORE

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"Where's Mammon?.." Asmo asked "he said he was not hungry.." beel replied the other's were shocked Mammon never skipped meals he loves eating not like beel of course..

"Huh did he say why?, he never skipped a meal before" levi said "he said he was not hungry.." beel replied all of them are confused why would Mammon skip a meal..

"let's just eat and save some for him" lucifer said and the others agreed while they are eating Mammon was crying..

Mammon cried thinking about what happend today and all of his bad memories came back to him like when...

TW: ABUSE , SWEARING AND GORE

~*Flash back*~

(in this flashback Mammon got abused before when he was a human child this an AU where Mammon remembers how he died and what happend when he was still alive.)

Mammon walked back home shaking he had an abusive father he got abusive when his mother died his father was kind before..

Mammon stopped in front of his house and inhaled he stepped and saw his father drinking..

"you're finally back worthless child! Now go clean the bathroom but before that get me beer!!" His dad shouted at him Mammon did what he was told he got the beer and accidently dropped it he got scared his dad looks at the broken glass of the beer and shouted at his son "YOU CANT DO ANYTHING FUCKING RIGHT YOU RAT YOU WASTED MY BEER!" His dad shouted angerly "I-i didn't mean too dad" Mammon said shaking "DIDN'T MEAN TOO?!, COME HERE BITCH" His father dragged him by the hair..

they went to a room where Mammon hated the most this room was called the punishment room his dad took a belt and hitted Mammon with it "FUCKING USELESS BITCH YOU'RE MOM DIED BECAUSE OF YOU!" He said ever since his mom died his dad have been blaming him since his dad could not blame anyone so he blamed his own son...

"this is for fucking dropping my beer!" his dad hitted him really hard it started to bleed Mammon cried "WHY ARE YOU CRYING HUH?!, BOYS DON'T CRY" His dad said and punched him Mammon didn't stop crying he tried his best to stop but couldn't "I SAID STOP CRYING USELESS BITCH" His dad shouted at him..

his dad now started kicking him and punching him Mammon started to cry harder blood comming out of his wounds his dad got a scaple and carved useless on his back..

Blood dripping out of the carved wound his dad kept slicing some of his skin..

"Now im done with you LEAVE! before i do worse!" he said Mammon got up and ran to his room then saw himself in the mirror he got bruises and blood as he looked at his back he started to cry more blood dripping a lot from the carved word you could see his flesh...

Mammon cried and cried it hurted so much but he had to be strong he went to his bathroom and got the medkit he started to treat himself he cried hard it hurted him a lot...

he got the bandage and wraped it around his body covering every single bruise and cuts..

"COME DOWN BITCH COOK ME FOOD!" His dad yelled in which made him flinch he went out of his room and cooked for his father..

"Also you're not eating today" his dad said this was normal for him "o-ok" he replied..

he hasn't eaten for 2 days now he did sneak food his classmates also gave him some but it was not enough...

after he cooked he plated it and gave it to his dad after his dad was done eating he washed the dishes and went upstairs where he cried to sleep..

~*end of flashback*~

He remembers that he started to cry more he was crying and blaming him self that he was useless.. until he heard a knock "Mammon why didn't you eat today?" It was Asmo Mammon was shocked and said "i-i was not hungry" holding his tears and trying his best to calm himself down..

"Oh are you sure?, we left you some left overs too.." asmo said "oh.. thank you i dont think i will eat tho.." he replied "Mammo why are you not opening the door?" Asmo asked "you don't need to come in you know plus im tired i dont want to get up.." he said tiredly actually Asmo found Mammon's behavior to be unusual this past day..

Asmo he was concerned about Mammon..
Asmo thought why am i concerned hes ok? isnt he?.. asmo thought "ok Mammon good night" Asmo said "night.." he replied..

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i made this kinda sad
Mammon's dad please leave
3 chapters in one day LETS GOOOO
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I hope you like this chap