don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)

chap 11

keywords:
thoughts
"talking"
timeskips or important words

TW: swearing

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He cried that was the first time he saw a flashback of the girl he didn't remeber her name..

The ghost heard it and went to look at mammon "mammon are you ok?, what happend" it asked softly they wanted to comfort mammon but due too them being a ghost it cant..

"y-yea it was j-just *hick* a dream, it was jusg a nightmare" he said the ghost felt a little relieved since it was only a nightmare..

"You should go back to sleep mammon"  it said Mammon didn't want to he might get a bad dream again..

The ghost thought of something and putted a song that can help Mammon sleep Mammom slowly falling asleep.

Monday Morning (we skipping sunday today)

he wakes up and stretched his arms and got up walking to his closet he then got his uniform and wore it

should i eat..  he thought but then he remembered that he ate last night so his answer was a big no..

he walks out the room and goes downstairs he hears soon beel and he knows that beel will make him eat so he ran fast out the house and to the school.

With beel "he ran away again, he didn't even eat an apple.." he whispers.

Mammon soon arrived at school he goes in and see's the demon that insulted him..

he see's the demon walking towards him "oh if it isn't the pathetic avatar" the demon said..

"If it isn't a nobody talking" Mammon said "i am not a nobody i am Harvey the same person who could take your place" harvey said..

"like you can, im stronger than you harvey bitch" Mammon fought back harvey scoffs "just you wait mammon ill take your place" he said.

Harvey says while leaving mammon didn't believe him and walked to his locker and heard a "hi Mammon!" he looks tp the person and saw derek.

"Derek! hi" he said "did you get home safely?" Derek asks mammon "yup i did" Mammon half lied.

"good, let me walk you to class again" derek said "you don't need too derek" mammon replies " no no i insist" derek said "if you insist" he says.

Derek walks mammon to his class "Mammon can i call you Mon?" derek asked mammon was shook "i mean yea sure, you can call me what you want" Mammon said and derek felt happy "ok Mon" he said smiling.

they got to Mammons class and said goodbye he walks inside getting greeted by mr Elci "good morning mammon, how have you been?" Teacher Elci asked " it has been good sir" Mammon said.

"good, you can take a seat now" the teacher said mammon nodded one of Mammons favorite teacher ws mr. Elci he was kind to mammon and actualy understanded him..

soon after his friends came in..

Time skip after class

"guys im full today i ate a lot of breakfast" mammon says he used that lie again Yumi felt suspicious but he didbate at friday..

"ok.. just eat later ok?" Nero said worried "yes nero" he replies they waved good bye mamkon felt like going to the back of the school.

he walks he was almost at the exit but stops he saw Asmo and levi with Harvey they were laughing

he saw them having fun with him they never did this unless it was himself getting hurt..

then he hears levi say "gosh you're better than mammon" he says "Agreed you aren't greedy or stupid" asmo added  harvey smiled.

"I wouldn't say that Mammon is pretty cool aswell" harvey said lying "if we said this to him he would get so angry unlike him you're humble harvey" levi said dissing his brother.

"I know right levi" asmo says Mammon felt like something stabbed him on the heart he felt sad hearing those words..

he felt pathetic he left there and ran fast too the roof top thinking

i told you they dont like you
You are pathetic your own brothers said things about you
You cant defend yourself
worthless
stupid
he is better than you

Mammon cried because of his thoughts "Mammon what happend!?" He hears and saw derek with a worried face.

"it's nothing.. don't worry" he said.

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harvey two faced bitch