don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)

chap 21

keywords:
thoughts
"talking"
timeskips or important words

TW:negative thoughts

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Nero and Mammon slept peacefully but soon got disturbed by the blinding sunlight

Nero was the first one to wake up he looks over at the white haired boy and wakes him up since he didn't want them to be late

mammon slowly opens his eyes but cant help to feel tired he looks over to the brown haird boy and asked "what time is it nero?" He said slightly yawning.

"its 6:30am, cmon get up we have to get ready" nero replied to Mammon who clearly wants more sleep

Mammon nodded and got up but now that he thinks about it what is he gonna wear his clothes from yesterday is not clean he panicked for a bit but soon felt relieved by the brown haired boys words

"here Mammon you can wear these since your clothes are probably dirty" nero said as he hands the clean clothes to mammon who was smiling in relieved

"thank you Nero" he said "no problem, you can change in the bathroom" he replied to mammon who nodded and walked over to the bathroom

after a few minutes Mammon leaves the bathroom with the borrowed clothes "wanna have breakfast?" Nero asked

Mammon was scared to reject the offer but he also remembers what happend yesterday he remembers that he ate at the amusement park he was now more worried about his weight..

fuck fuck im already fat i cant eat breakfast  his thoughts scambles over it.

he was soon brought back to reality by a worried boy "Mammon are you ok?" he asked "uh.. yea, i dont realy wanna eat breakfast" he replies

Nero looked at him and nodded he didnt want Mammon to feel uncomfortable with him so he respected his wishes.

"well then lets go now" nero said as him and Mammon walked out the room and into down stairs Nero went a trip to the kitchen first eating a granola bar

he asked Mammon aswell but of course Mammon denied it

they walk out of the house and Mammon felt nervous about going to the school due to his brothers..

But he tried to act strong he didnt want nero to worry about him or anyone i can let anyone worry about me anymore.. ill try my best to hide it.. he thoughts as nero was driving to school

they arrive and Mammon felt his nervousness increase he didn't back down he tried his best to look strong since he is The Great Mammon

as he was walking inside he saw his brothers with Harvey he was shocked and didnt want them to see him so he took Nero hand and ran inside nero was beyond confused why Mammon did it

"why did we run Mammom" he asked while looking at thewhite haired boy  "Nothing, we might get late and all that" he tried his best to lie hoping the brown haired boy would not notice

"ok,lets go to class" nero said "ill go a bit later my brothers probably needs me" he lied once again he wanted to be alone this time

nero again bought it and said "ok cya" and mammon nodded and waved he was about to go to the rooftop but was stoped by

Harvey

Mammon looks at the blonde pissed "what do you want, two faced" he said pissed "nothing just wanna talk" harvey said grinning..