don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)

chap 76

"I... Don't know what to say.." mammon looked sad he couldn't explain what he was feeling...

His brothers looked at him with a hurt expression.. "mammon please, Forgive us... We didn't mean it" asmo said with a pleading face "we sincerely apologize mammon.. I didn't know" lucifer said apologetic..

Those words made mammon frown he looked with sympathetic look but with a bit of anger "mammon..... Really.. we are sorry.." belphie said getting up from laying down looking at mammon a sleepy apologetic look

"Accept our apology mammon... We're deeply sorry". Satan said looking at him with a sad but calm expression

This fueled mammon's anger a bit they sounded ignorant in mammon's head... Like they weren't really sorry...

"Mammon... I'm sorry.. I'm sorry I believed him ."  Levi said so sincere but was it really sincere?... His face looked calm not much apologetic at all..

"Really?" Mammon scoffed a little "you realized your mistake after he slipped up?.. i wonder if he kept it to himself.. I bet you'll always take his side still .. you guys didn't even bother finding me!! You believes him! How could I runaway when I didn't take any of my things with me!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE SUFFERED?" mammon said as his voice cracked in anger and sadness..

The 5 brothers looked sad.. beel just didn't want to look at his brothers... He felt disappointment to them.. Nero tried to hold mammon for him to stop but Yumi stopped him shaking her head a no.. yuki agreed with Yumi to let mammon express what he felt..

"I've tried telling you guys that he wasn't what you guys thought he was! But you didn't believe me why! Why...?.. you believed him over your own brother.. now just now your realizing how wrong you guys are?! After what ive been through?! How you guys didn't try to be concerned and find where I was?! But believed Harvey saying I ran away.. it's stupid I don't even know if I want to accept your apologies.." mammon said furiously..

"Well mammon w—" levi said "Well what?! HOW CAN YOU EXPLAIN YOURSELF?!... you hurt me..." Mammon said chocking on his own saliva he was hurt and furious at them...it took them months for them  to realize their wrong doings.. "when i so called 'rum away' I was kidnapped because of him... I was kidnapped for months... Do you know how long I suffered.." mammon said in pain remembering what happened "what... You were kidnapped.. really... ?" Asmo said as he was taken back..

"Yes.. I was!, I was tortured Abused.. and treated like garbage there.. I had to put up with it for months... While you 5 were here being happy spending time with your Harvey" mammon said scoffing as a tear fell..

Asmo.. looked sad and worried he held out his hand to hug mammon "don't touch me" mammon said.. asmo out his hand down.. he knew he was wrong.. what they did...

Lucifer felt sadness.. Satan turned back so they wouldn't see him tearing up... Levi just felt shocked it wasn't functioning properly in his head... Belphie.. hit his face using his pillow.. "mammon.. we are.sorry... please we didn't know... Forgive us... We will try to be better"    Lucifer said sadly feeling worst for what he had done... He hurt his younger brother...

"It's too late for that... But I'm willing .. to try and forgive you guys" mammon said wiping his tears .. beel couldn't bare to look at this and looked away as yuki held out her hand for beel and hugged him...

Yumi went straight to mammon and backed hug him.. patting his back

"We-.."

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