keywords:
Thoughts
"talking"
Timeskips or important words
TW: intrusive thoughts
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"Nothing this isnt nothing" Derek said "dont worry about it" Mammon said why am i so weak.. why cant i just suck it up...why cant i just stop making people worry about me.. im so stupid. he thought
"let's go now mammon, ill bring you to class" he said Mammon nodded Derek first hugged Mammon And mammon hugged back.
They break the hug and walked to the exit Dereks opens the door and they went out the rooftop
Derek walks Mammon to class Derek was smiling at mammon
they got to mammon's class and derek waved good bye mammon waved back he went inside and a fww minutes class has started.
After school (im too lazy)
Mammon walks out the class and goes to lucifers office he was walking until he stops he see's him again.
Harvey with lucifer Mammon was shocked he wanted to walk to them but was scared so he just listened first..
he see's lucifer smiling and harvey laughing why is lucifer happy with him..he isnt this happy with me.. Mammon thought
"lucifer, do you guys have time later?" Harvey asks "why Harvey?" lucifer questioned "well i wanna hang out with you guys" Harvey says.
"Lets ask them first" lucifer said as he looks to his left and saw the other brothers just in time.
"Hi, lucifer and harvey" levi said "guys do you wanna hang out today?, i mean it's fine if you dont want too" Harvey says trying to look kind.
surely they will reject him.. right?.. i mean they rejected me so they will too.. mammon thought..
"of course, we arent doing anything today" Asmo says the others agreed it made mammon shocked why didn't they reject him.. whats wrong with me dont cry..
Mammon just left there the brothers didnt see Mammon due to them being busy with harvey..
Mammon ran fast to the house and goes in his room his thoughts filled his head
worthless
stupid
pathetic
dont cry
stop dont
stop crying
useless
they like him more
they hate you
they dont like you
they hate you
Hes better than you
hes not greedy
Mammon thoughts filled with negativity
it's better if you just hurt youself
hurt youself
cut
stupid
he wanted this thoughts gone he hated it every singe thought
don't cry
cry baby
bitch
boys dont cry
Cry baby
stop
he wanted this to stop he tries to cover his ears he couldn't stopbit it kept repeating he wanted this to stop
the ghost tried every thing to get his attention it tried everything but mammon couldn't snap out of it
the ghost though this might hurt im sorry the ghost took a hanger and hit him lightly trying its best to not hurt him.
it worked Mammon snapped out of it he looks up to see the ghost he was thankfull "thanks jan" he said And the ghost just swirled in happyness
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short but im tired haha its 12am
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don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)
FanfictionCover art is from kookooberry on twitter !!this story is completely fiction this doesn't happen in the original obey me!! This is a mammon angst it contains !!TW!! Abuse Gore Self harm Angst Fighting Depression And others This story is mine its...
