don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)

chap 16

keywords:
Thoughts
"Talking"
important words and time skips

TW:

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Harvey faked cry and said "Levi I-i didn't do anything" harvey said fake crying "what do you mean you didn't do anything?! You punched me first!" Mammon shouted.

"i-i didn't, s-stop lying" harvey said "What the hell are you thinking Mammon!!, how dare you hurt harvey!" levi shouted "levi listen i didn't he started it hes lying to you" Mammon says

"LYING?! Look at him hes shaking and he has lots of bruises AND hes kind he cant start it!" Levi said deffending harvey.

"IM TELLING YOU HE STARTED IT , YOU WILL BELIEVE HIM MORE THAN ME YOUR OWN BROTHER!" Mammon shouted at him "STOP FUCKING LYING MAMMON LOOK AT HARVEY, HES A KIND AND CARING PERSON UNLIKE YOU YOU'RE GREEDY, STUPID AND USELESS!!" Levi shouted at Mammon.

Harvey took his tongue out to mammon then came back to fake crying levi just comforted him.

"FINE DO WHAT YOU WANT LEVI, FUCK YOU AND HAREY" Mammon shouted and ran away his heart was broken how could levi not take his side..

Maybe hes right maybe they were right i am stupid ,greedy and useless im so pathetic..  he thought while running to the bathroom he opens the door and looks at himself in the mirror

it wa slike he saw every single flaw he had on his body he thought he was ugly he saw hes fat he saw every single flaw.

"....., now i see why they picked him, hes handsome,hes skinny, hes talented and hes perfect but look at me.." he whispers

ugly
fat
Ew
Pig
useless
pathetic
stupid
worthless
Hes better
Why are you so ugly

Negative thoughts filled his head once more
that is giving him anxiety he curled up in a ball shaking more and more thoughts he could not stop shaking.

he hit his head in the wall trying to make it stop he couldn't this lasted for a few more minutes until a student came in and saw him

he ran to him and asked "hey dude stop hitting yourself, stop stop" the student said now putting his hand on Mammons head to make him stop

it did it worked he stoped he his anxjety was still there so the student said "name three things in this room" hs said to mammon "uh.. stalls... sinks.. toilets" mammon said "good now name three colors in this room" the student said assuring mammon ".... white.. grey and b-black" mammon replied and it worked mammon calmed down

he looks at the student and said "thank you.." Mammon smiled at him "no problem i saw someone who needs help i had to" he replied to mammon "also whats your name?, mines kotaro" he said

"Mammon" he said now kotaro helped mammon to get up "ill go now, cya" mammon said and kotaro said good bye aswell

Mammon left the bathroom and panicked someone someone saw me.. omg omg.. calm down inhale exhale inhale exhale he thought.

he walked around and it appears he missed a class...

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yoo new person pog!
New person so mammon can have a more friends to help :>