don't hurt me please I've had enough (Mammon angst)

Chap 40

I've been getting way wayy wayyy too much projects recently pain in the ass,
Also they always vote me for leader which means i got more responsibilities, send help pls

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He looks at it as he picks it up thinking about.

Cut
Cut
Cut
Do it
Now
Do it
Go
Cut

He held his hand up the sink and started to cut himself

One cut

Two cuts

Three and four

Five

Six and seven cuts

He stops there washed the dripping blood off, he stepped out of the bathroom and laid down his bed

Staring at his ceiling he couldn't help but to start of thinking about his friends

Will they really like him if he gotten fat?

Will they love him if they knew hes doing selfharm?

Will they forgive him after keeping the name of his abuser?..

Thoughts filled his head as he felt tired and weak due to not eating much it starts to catch up on him..

He slowly fell asleep

With his brothers

"why doesn't he eat anymore, you know what im going up to his room." lucifer said as he stands up and walks up stairs to Mammon's bedroom it was locked

He got his spare key he doesn't usually use it but he had enough of what Mammon was doing

He opened the door and went in seeing Mammon peacefully sleeping he wanted to talk to him

But now he didnt want to interrupt him sleeping

He shook his head and walked up to Mammon and waked him up

"wake up." lucifer said mammon didn't respond

Ah shit shit shit.. Why are you here.. Mammon thought of it trying his best to pretend to be sleeping

"Mammon." lucifer said and once again he didnt respond "MAMMON" lucifer yelled a bit as he holds his hand up

Mammon quicky shot up to sit and yanked his hand off lucifers

"what the you want.." he finally responded to him he didn't wanna look at lucifer directly

"why haven't you been eating with us? lucifer asked "why do you care? Just go eat with that harvey dude!" he replied

"Why are you suddenly bringing him here huh?!, dont you dare forget the fact the you hit him!" lucifer told him

"I dont, you it wasn't my fault he hit me first!" mammon said "Stop lying Mammon." lucifer told him

"ME LYING?, more like that two faced Harvey is!!" he yelled at him

Lucifer got angry at him for shouting and thinking he was lying so he held up his hand and

Slap

Mammon was shocked as he held his cheek it hurted a lot

"leave me alone.." mammon told him
Lucifer didn't want to move "no" he said to mammon

"I said leave me alone!" mammon said to him as he got up and dragged lucifer out and locked it again

He went to a mirror and saw how red it was seems like lucifer used a lot of strength

He walked back to bed feeling weaker and felt tears

Stop being weak.

He said to himself as he hold his tears

He laid down and slept..

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Hope you guys liked this chapter school been rough lately but im going thru it