Existing at Once

Chapter 5 ~ Young Love

You never think to value friendships so dearly until you become happy enough with yourself and sometimes wish you can share that happiness with them. Well as for the two that are about to be mentioned, it'll be stated now that despite them being wonderful beings, their sacrifice as friends had to be given so that dear Entia could flourish to the person she'd become at the bar with that strangely attentive and horny woman.

It isn't time to mourn however upon these sweet people, embrace the fact that these two lasted with Entia through her crucial years of middle school and high school.

Leinad Hernandez really didn't get to become quite attached to Entia until the sorrowful day that a kid in front of them on their way also to a cafe, had dropped his sandwich and that had then bonded the two' s friendship with the words, "my samich!"

The two had busted out in laughter and always just recalled that specific day at random in their coming days of being teenagers.

Alongside the fact that the two would always just go to a cafe right after their middle school days really just made the two bond.

Now as for Carolina, despite having met back then in elementary, not much history was made between the two until their middle school years by simple association through one friend group that surely neither of them talk to now as adults.

Regardless. The two strangely enough managed to establish a bond then which made them feel as if they were siblings.

Well, at least in Carolina's perspective...

Entia only went along with that to maintain the friendship despite having had unwavering feelings for her throughout the years.

Really these two were the ones that mattered most to Entia for they were the ones that she took with her to her high school years.

However, there were still the romantic aspects which still haunt Entia for she never got to come to peace with until high school as well.

See that's the cruel part of the human mind that it tries so hard to erase the most precious memories you have with one person just because it didn't according to plan of how one would've wanted it to go.

Due to that, your future you is left to deal with it because you then develop the mind reflex of automatically erasing any memory of someone in which later becomes a habit.

But the most fucked up part of it is when all the good and bad memories come flurrying in to just bite you in the ass out of nowhere because they hadn't been completely erased yet.

Now keep this in mind this isn't a memory link, but an occasion very similar to what was just mentioned as trauma ensues to haunt in the form of a realization.

"If you had asked me to be your girlfriend then I would've said yes back then Entia!"

As oblivious Floribunda just laughs out while Entia sulks on what could've been an amazing sexual history throughout her middle school years on the day of their culmination.

It wasn't Entia's fault however due to the same person having made a memory link that continuously repeats through Entia's mind as she is at the gym ripping some calluses on her hands...

"If it wasn't for your face, then you'd be perfect because you already have a nice body."

This really was a conflict of memory links from the one Prairie said , "It's not about what's on the outside Entia, it's the inside."

So of course unmaintained sexually Entia was going to be devasted and confused by this.

In which ultimately made her decided on the day of their culmination, to say goodbye with one last memorable hug by firmly smacking and grabbing on the very ass she fell in love with as she bent over that day just for a fucking pencil.