Existing at Once

Chapter 17 ~ The Means to and End

Entia's functions as a human being is truly fickle yet passionate, for she expenses love for all at a cost in which everyone can have access to, but if that love's taken advantage of, then just as easily as she gives it, she cuts off as well for those who do not know to appreciate it.

Hence this being all about Entia's emotions and how people either enjoy it or hurt them, meaning again, no time for other character background stories or their development!

Now as for why Entia is like this is thank to her uncontrolable emotions, so this is also why Entia rarely gets to relish in someone else's back story because, one, she makes it all about herself, almost borderline narcisitic, but two is for the people she meets have the inability to not communicate and share emotions when Entia finally shuts the fuck up.

So now for the definition of properly sharing emotion in this friendship with Nelak Acampado though is what made Entia realize that she can not control how people perceive their emotion, but if anything, whatever makes someone else happy in her being there with them, then Entia will do her best to provide her world to that person so that both can be happy.

Nelak was slowly but surely understanding the way Entia worked and it made her truly happy because despite the two of them being very different, they shared memorable moments together.

Not only that, but the fact that Nelak had at least some form of mild anxiety, he still had a very hard time mustering up the courage to share some emotions with someone.

Thankfully Entia popped the cherry on that one and became Nelak's very first genuine friend, and that made the both of them happy, but mostly relieved because they both thought they were too crazy and unworthy to have the attention of other people.

Occasionally, yes they would have fun and what not by going to a botanical zen garden on top of a building and just enjoying the serenity it gave off with its beautiful lush but calm aesthetics.

Or just like the three from back then when Leinad, Nelak and Entia, simply to go enjoy a nice authentic bowl of ramen.

The moments were still fun when they at least were around each other, but now that it was just to the two of them after the abrupt cut off with Leinad, the two then got to soul bind with one another with their deep yet passionate moments of friendship that at the time, they thought that it would last at least ten years, or they hoped for even more, forever.

Moments specifically that Entia felt really touched and almost wanted to just kiss Nelak, not out of the growing love she had for him, but the trust that Nelak was giving her was when the both were viewing a sunset on a bridge between two buildings in a fairly luxurious downtown area.

Both were just looking at the traffic go by as well then Nelak looks over and tells her of his most traumatizing past.

Now as for what it was, it wasn't as bad as Lily's, but for the sake of Nelak to just remain as the pure innocent anxoios kid, let's just keep to as if he really just shared something truly horrifying that he began crying and sat down as he hid his face.

Entia managed to get him up and said while laying one hand on his shoulder, "look, I really appreciate you telling me this, but let's keep moving forward together okay? We both got fucked up, but at least we now managed to find each othet to go through this hell hole."

Nelak just then gets up looking back at the cars passing to gather his thoughts and begins to think of what he was then going to respond with.

But little did Entia know that instead, Nelak just held out his arms to her, eyes closed, just awaiting a hug.

Now keep in mind somtimes dear reader, sometimes it isn't an inabilty to just not be able to talk your emotions, some people are just built differnt.

At the time Entia could not understand that for she has always just been more of a vocal person, but at least after this moment, she was able to see the man in front of her, holding out his arms as if implying a hug.