Hey all! Things have been looking good thankfully, still trying to muster up the courage to actually make something big out of my book. My dillema is that I keep downsizing myself into thinking that this is all pointless. But I really don't know that quite yet don't I? I stil owe it to myself to see if I can actually make a living off writing, though it may be competitive, I still want to indulge into my fantasy of believing something great will come out of this.
Alsoooooo, at the point in where I am at with this book, I can't necessarily say where I am at now with actually publishing it and making it into a book. AHHHH, I don't know, I thought I was done with it, but turns out Entia actually has quite the story with the woman from the bar. Also dear readers, do bear with the witholding of the womans name, thing is, I already have a name for her, but I would want to disclose her name with a memeory link that Entia will have, but I just have not found the moment in where I can romantically fit this scenario in. And welll also, I love being cheesy as fuck, so if you don't like that, fuck outta here or, simply adhere to my fair warning of some upcoming cheesy shit.
Overall, this is something that feels big, and well, not going to lie, I am scared. What if I am not enough for my own writing? I believe it is great, but as the writer, I just feel as if I am still not belonging to this book, I feel as if this is all more of just Entia's story now more than mine. And to be quite honest, I am becoming a bit jealous, stupid I know, but blame the over thinking. But I don't want to be selfish, I already have so many thoughts that will actually be great for Entia's upcoming story, in fact the book might actually be twice as long as I expected, so expectations are defintly being put at a higher pedestal for me becasue I really want this to be a memorable story that people can realte to.
Well, enough bitching, enjoy these next two chapters since I didn't post consistently these past couple of weeks!^~^
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Existing at Once
RomantikThe emotional journey to finding souls who are compatible with a beautiful, yet damaaged and tainted one in who also learns that through the ending of one chapter in her life, is the begining of another chapter that perhaps even more joyful, or sorr...
