Existing at Once

Chapter 6 ~ Well Fuck

"No way you're going to the seaside campus!?" exclaimed Entia towards Leinad on their first day of high school as she thought she would've never thought to see him after she culminated while Leinad didn't.

"Yea dood! Here lemme see your class schedule to see if we got any classes together! Says Leinad as he eagerly snatches Entia's class schedule out of her hands.

Despite middle school being the most precious years for Leinad and Entia, and high school being something to look more forward to, the necessity to keep moving forward is what made the both flourish subconsciously in their own ways. Leind with finding more people to just have fun with , and Entia seeking still the correct people to be in her life so she can be taken care of.

The two spent their whole high school years together so don't worry dear reader, Leinad won't be cut off just yet, and don't look at that as well as something to look down upon.

Sacrifices are sometimes necessary to make others happy.

The two had their first period together in Marine Biology, but different seats, and yes, the two were both very sad.

Entia however had found herself once more seated to another marvelous beauty, with a delightful body to just discover and caress.

"Hey, name's Entia, and you're...?" Entia all assertive so that she may not repeat history.

"Glauca, nice to meet you." She is a bit intimidated but also relieved that someone initiated the conversation.

Entia is very proud of herself, so she then begins to think about what she should do so that she can get to know her better.

But see, sometimes, it's just best to let things happen rather than ponder on what the past mistakes were to make the present better.

Reason being, the more you filter a thought and action, the less real it is than letting them come out and risk either making a good or bad connection with someone.

The following that happened between Glauca and Entia... well knowing Entia, you can probably assume.

The first day of high school had finished and Entia had managed to make another friend throughout the day because both of them were staring at Glauca's ass during P.E. and Entia had actually felt a sense of trust enough to make another new friend to express her interest in a relationship with Glauca.

Little did she know that just as soon as someone finds out you like someone, that shit will spread like a fucking fire just like in elementary school.

So he approaches Entia near the gate exit and boasts to her, "dood so I told Glauca that you like her and she is actually interested in you, so are you gonna ask her out or what?"

Entia first skeptic because she thought he was kidding her, then mad grabs the the new old friend by the neck, old because he immediately betrayed Entia with the information she had given him about Glauca, "why the fuck would you do that, I'm not trying to date her right now you idiot!"

The universe truly is cruel but wise because, right as that happened, Glauca saw and heard Entia's frustration as she was leaving school.

Entia didn't notice she was seen by Glauca, but it was evident to Entia that she was seen because the next day in their marine biology class, Glauca had requested a new seat elsewhere besides Entia.

Everything has a reason, Glauca may have not interested Entia as emotionally and sexually as Floribunda, but Entia did think to herself throughout her highscool years that she had committed the very same mistake she did in middle school despite trying so hard not to in high school.

Entia moved on single throughout her freshman year, just like three years of middle school if she only had the guts to have asked out Floribunda in their first year of middle school instead of the last day they saw each other.

Now Entia's reaction may have been too exaggerated, but this was just a mask of sacredness because she thought it was too good to be true that on her first day she had actually found someone that may have liked her for her and that can potentially last in a relationship so that she can be taken care of.

She also realized this for the fact that within that same freshman year, Glauca had actually gotten with a chubby yet handsome guy that had a lasting relationship until their Senior year.

The memory link of "It's not about what's on the outside Entia, it's the inside." repeated in her head during countless nights of crying throughout her high school years each time she failed a potential lasting relationship because of her flawed habit.

So yes, the mechanism to only finding the correct people was still in effect and had also still been haunting Entia with numerous questions and overflowing thoughts for why she always had to screw up a potential relationship that would have been wonderful for her.

Thankfully, Leinad always came to the rescue by making Entia forget about the mental pain and regret by just simply being there for her after school.

As for what they did after high school, it was purely just a beautiful friendship, so pure that despite having had all the privacy in the world in an unused classroom that had a piano in it.

Entia simply enjoyed his presence every single bit as Leinad would play the piano and go over their days together and how it went.

Times were indeed different, but Entia definitely felt the same aura she felt just like in their beginning days at the cafe while they drank their frappuccinos because they had taken advantage of the deal of buy one get one for free during happy hour.

Again, the worst of this friendship was only in the end when Entia cut off Leinad, but Entia was sure cherishing the moments she had with him because he was always there...

Entia was grateful for all the times he was there.

But as their friendship grew, so did Entia's need to find someone correct for her.

Meaning she would then require more from Leinad instead of always just being there, but to be more responsive with her emotions.