Existing at Once

Chapter 11 ~ Stay

"Entia this night's been going on too well, I can't believe I met you!" said the woman as they continued dancing to some up beat jazz music while it was still midnight.

Entia was just looking at her, enjoying her beauty as she talked.

"H-hey what are you staring at? Cmon keep dancing!"

Entia came to her senses after the mesmerization of the woman's dark red hair just swaying so gently after each movement, while she softly caressed her curvy slender hips as well.

"Hey there you, are you still with me?"

Entia relievingly says in a mellow voice, "yea sorry, I've actually been listening to you, but I'm more just enjoying the moment itself, see darling, to me, sometimes actions speak louder than words, and well, the way we're dancing is borderline romantically perfect but also very seductively charming, so uh... yea don't mind me as my hands get lower and lower."

"Hey I thought you weren't in it for the sex tonight!?" says the woman in a remarkingful cheery tone

"What can I say? I expected to just sit here alone tonight and drink but here you are, being a dream come true." Entia says as she directly looks into her eyes.

The woman buzzed but sober enough to feel the emotional attachment Entia is feeling toward her.

"Hey, this really just all seems too good to be true, like I really wish now I was more sober to just remember each moment we're having but if anything..."

The woman starts to mellow down her voice too while looking away as she says,

"You won't leave me the next day right? You'll stay?"

Entia is appalled by the surprising heartfelt question the woman made as she remembers similar words being said couple years back by someone else that created a memory link.

Now here is where the future comes in contact with the past to give better understanding to a present that is to occur to teenage Entia with one of her lovers.

Just as memories are always entangled with occasions that make certain moments either memorably good or bad and are then randomly displayed in one's mind.

Well that is precisely how memory links work for Entia, from the overthinking of various scenarios that go on in her mind, that they then transmit to becoming a potential reality and are sent via... Well, let's leave that to your imagination and just think to yourself of how you have such vivid dreams that feel as if they are real and later disappointed to wake up knowing they aren't real.

Again though ,Entia overthinks to the point that the outcomes of her present become a true reality due to the overwheling unitnentional attachment that she has with reality, which mind you, is often times more of a bitch rather than a helping hand that instead just backhands you so fucking hard across the face.

But those very words from the woman,are the ones that Entia had heard once again and immediately in her mind a memory link of the moment itself was made and sent precisely to the time she heard those words so that way when the the past occurs for teenage Entia, she won't easily dismiss them, but cherish them.

Now nothing won't necessarily change, so what is then the point of memory links?

Well often times people take special times for granted and then aren't aware of them coming to an end

So of course then comes regret and yearning for those days to come back.

For Entia, it really is a matter of to continue to keep moving forward, but to make sure to honor those moments with the people she cut off, because at some point, everyone really must embrace only the present and give up the past to look forward to a brighter future.

For time is something that requires all three times of past, present and future to not be meddled with one another so that each moment may happen naturally instead of there being many alterations in which ultimately leads to chaos.

So therefore the reason for memory links existing, so that whatever age of Entia is going through their designated time, they may at least have an understanding of the way they are by the help of the future and past sending memory links.

In this instance then, a memory link has been sent already, it won't change anything but provide a glimpse of a future and the Entia receiving it from the time that is to come for her, will perceive it as a vision but will at least feel the sentiment of what was in it.

That way when the moment of what triggers the memory link happens, it'll happen naturally, leaving then the outcome of it to be decided as a good or bad memory link

Things always happen for a reason and perception will always be key to being more empathetic and more understanding.

Two major things that Entia failed to understand and what caused her flaws to flourish and make her still an amazing person is that in the moment of dancing with U- ahhhh, I mean the woman at the bar.

Well now, in this particular instant of having received such a sincere question, Entia felt more reassured to sleep with the woman that night and stay the next morning, the next week, next year, until she sees that memory link that happened at the altar become a reality.

Entia now embracing the woman by the hips with one hand and the other on her cheek to reassure the woman as she attempted to look away all blushing and shy by the question she asked but then easily directed back to Entia's dark brown eyes, making sure to then make eye contact with the woman's beautiful dark green and brownish eyes. "I don't think I'd even want to leave you now hun, let's make this moment last forever."