~ Mhrw One Shots ~

The PA ~ pt 8

It was Monday morning and I was back at the office again. I was a bit annoyed to be honest. It's been three days yet not once has Raghav brought up what happened between us. Even whilst we were at the office he would either just tell me what to do or not even talk to me at all.

If he planned to ignore me he might as well of not kissed me and toyed with my feelings. Every time that I think we could go somewhere he always ends up icing me out. If he's not going to talk about it then I may as well put him on the spot.

"Are we going to talk about what happened on Friday?" I questioned causing him to stare at me blankly.

"What happened on Friday?"

Is this guy for real...

"Are you serious right now..? We kissed! More than once in fact. I just can't let go of that for some reason." I said shaking my head.

"What is the reason?"

"For?" I asked suspiciously.

" As to why you can not let it go?" He said blankly.
"I just can't Raghav." I protest causing him to sigh deeply.

"We'll what do you want me to say Pallavi? That we kissed and I liked it, I liked it a lot. And now it has gotten me all confused? Because let me tell you the accuracy to that is pretty darn close." He said confessing to me as he hid his face behind his computer. Which was completely turned off by the way.

" why are you confused?" I asked whilst fidgeting with my fingers.

" because I can not tell if this is real. If I am really having some sort of feeling towards you." Raghav said looking back up to me.

"What! How does it not feel real? That kiss... sorry the multiple kisses was not real enough for you ?! " I blurted out in a daze.

" excuse me, but I did not say that. I am just saying that I feel numb and I can not tell if this is real... if us is real." He said whilst he closed his file up.

" Well, it was very much real Mr. Rao. I do not care how many times you will push me away, but you need to understand something..." I babbled and looked down. Until his dark brown eyes met with mine.

" what do I need to possibly understand?" He said in disbelief as he stood up from his chair. Coming closer to me.

" what you need to understand is my feeling for you. Even though you push me away, and hide your feelings, I will always care for you. I do not care how many times you will push me away. I am always going to be here, waiting... waiting for you Raghav." I blurted out causing his jaw to hang as he was unable to comprehend what I had just confessed.

He stared at me, his eyes in shock and he cleared his throat.

" stop being so ridiculous Pallavi."

A sigh escaped from my lips, causing me to hang my head.

" see the thing is that you do not take me seriously. All I wanted was a serious answer from you and you do not even understand why I want you, why I want this." I said hesitantly, until he stared deep into my eyes. Almost filled with anger.

"How can you even believe you have the right to question my feelings for you? Do you not understand how hard it is for me to just be standing here next to you without wanting to be with you? Without wanting to touch you?" He said in an angered  tone causing me to again hang my head in annoyance.

" you say all that but you never act on it..." I argued in a loud voice.

"Oh really now?" He said sarcastically causing my blood to boil.