"THE DEATH OF HER SOUL"
"LISA, CAN YOU HEAR ME?"
Everything didn't feel good. I felt tired, i could barely hear what they were saying. Jeongyeon gave up on trying to get something out of me and began communicating with the nurses beside her, i could tell they were scrambling around and trying to get me stitched up as much as possible.
A huge lamp was then pointed right at the top of my head where my wound was, it hurt to open my eyes so i just laid back and relaxed myself as the doctors did their thing.
While that was happening, i wonder where Jennie is? Where is Pierro?
Oh...right, they probably know by now. Who i really am and what i did before coming here.
They'll probably take me away after this, i should have seen it coming. It was good while it lasted, what a good year it was. I finally found what was missing in my life, the dark clouds that dared to strike thunder that surrounded me was gone and was replaced with normal clouds that even had rainbows shining through, i was happy.
Happiness, i didn't know there was such a thing. After learning with Pierro i finally understood what i was feeling, i got to answer all of the questions i had and all of it had brought me peace.
I no longer mind even if death awaits me outside these hospital doors, Jennie hates me, Pierro hates me.
They're disgusted of me, they loathe me. Who wouldn't? Who would want to stay with an assassin? Let alone, let one sleep under the same roof as you. Anyone who would was definitely insane, a person worth killing.
Will i be lucky enough to only be punished severely before going back to killing? Or will i face the very same fate i brought upon my fellow trainees, death.
Although, i think i'd prefer death rather than living any longer. There's no longer anything in my life to live for, the people that cared for me hates me, my superiors are probably on their way to kill me anytime sooner, the police might even know of this already and have me apprehended and face death penalty.
I killed enough people to be named into the history books as a serial killer with the highest kill count in the world, what a great way to leave the world and be remembered by.
I wonder, what is going through their minds? Are they cursing me? The same way my victims do every time i sleep at night? I can still hear their screams, their pleas as they begged me to spare them, the whines they made as i slowly made some of them face death in the slowest and most painful and agonizing way possible.
Every day, every night, i meet them in my dreams. My were supposed to be my escape but Lord Luck definitely wants me to face my sins and never get any peace in justice to what i did.
I wish i could've just died, die in the solitary confinement, get killed as i did my missions, get into a stupid accident that'd make my life a waste. I don't want to do any of this anymore.
I've had enough, I've suffered enough. I accept my fate, it's just not meant to be. My life was reserved for me to become an assassin, to kill and cause people misery.
Agrona is my name, I'm the 359th assassin of Yang's contract killers. I killed a lot of my peers to get here, i shot them in the head, in the eye, in the throat. Using my naginata, i sliced off their heads, their limbs and even took out there innards with it. It barely disgusted me, i never learned to get used to the sight of blood. I never feared it even if a dead and open body was right in front of me which happened all the time i had to deliver brutal deaths and scare the hell out of whoever were to see the body first.
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A Danger To Be Safe In
FanfictionA JENLISA FANFIC Lisa who grew up in servitude finally got a taste of the true world she lives in, as she turns back from her life of being the world's most dangerous assassin she tries her best to adjust to the life of a "normal" human being. "What...
