The Malfoy Affair

Little Light

Renn's Pov

3 weeks later-

It's been a rough couple of weeks. After our day/night together Lucius has been a right prick to me. We don't really talk outside of our lessons. Even when we're forced to be intimate he won't say a word to me. It's like he's completely shut himself down ever since my birthday and I can't seem to figure out why. I've tried to bring it up but he just glares at me and ignores me. Which is quite upsetting because I really felt like the two of us were making some progress to at least be civil with each other. I have never felt so used in my entire life. The fact that being stuck here and unable to speak to anyone aside from him is now my reality is truly tragic and that's not even the worst part of the whole situation.

For the past couple of days my breasts have been starting to get achy. I first noticed it in the shower two days ago when the water pelted on my chest. It was just a dull ache at first but it's been getting a bit worse, it's even hard to wear a bra now because the fabric rubbing against my nipples is killing me. I hope Lucius hasn't noticed because when he was fucking me yesterday after our lesson he grabbed my boob and it took everything in me to not scream out in pain but I did visibly wince at the contact. He raised his eyebrow and looked at me curiously for a moment but didn't mention anything about it.

I know it's not technically a confirmation that I'm pregnant but I just have a weird feeling about it. I remember reading somewhere in muggle London that one of the first signs of pregnancy even before a missed period and morning sickness is sore breasts. I also just know my body and I've never had achy breasts like this before and I know something is up.

I haven't mentioned anything to Lucius because honestly I'm still in denial about the whole situation. I don't want any of this right now and my anxiety is through the roof. I should tell him but the issue is that he's been so distant with me he probably won't even care. He will probably just be relieved that the Dark Lord will be happy and we won't be punished for failing.

Setting aside my anxious thoughts for the moment. I got myself ready for the day and started to make my way to the dining room for breakfast.

As I entered the room I realized that I wasn't going to be dining by myself this morning. Bellatrix, Narcissa and Draco were in the room.

As relieved as I was to see Draco I wasn't too enthralled with being around his mother or aunt at the moment. Especially considering that I'm probably pregnant with Lucius' baby right now. I immediately felt awkward as I went to take my seat next to him. All of their eyes were on me but no one said a word. Draco and Narcissa remained stone faced but Bellatrix wore her usual condescending smirk.

"How unpleasant seeing your face first thing in the morning. It is causing me to lose my appetite." I stilled at Bellatrix's words and I felt Draco tense from the seat next to me but we both knew he couldn't come to my defence.

"Tsk tsk Bella, do play nice we have already spoken about not making Miss Monroe feel uncomfortable as she is a highly regarded guest in the manor." Lucius emerged from the doorway causally strolling to the head of the table.

I was immediately taken aback. He was dressed in all black robes today and his white blonde hair fell gracefully on his shoulders as he didn't have it tied back. He was clean shaven and even looked like he gotten some sleep. He honestly looked better today than he has in a while. He even reminded me of his old self before the Dark Lord returned.