The Malfoy Affair

An Attempt & A Kiss

Renn's Pov

My feet followed the sound of the boom.

My heart was pounding so loud it's all I could hear along with my heavy breathing.

I ripped the door open and immediately ran in the direction of the noise I heard.

It was bellow freezing but I couldn't even feel the pain of the cold as the wind pushed through the thin layers I currently had on.

My adrenaline was keeping me going until I finally reached where I could see Lucius' tall figure in the distance.

His back was turned to me as I continued running in his direction.

"Lucius are you okay ?! What's going on ?!" I managed to pant out as I was about to reach where he was standing.

"I am just setting up some more wards around us. Just to alert me if anyone who means harm comes close to where we are staying. I had to run a few tests." He explained while turning towards me.

My heart rate immediately slowed as I started to catch my breath. "For Merlin's sake I thought something happened to you !' I exclaimed as he ran his baby blue eyes along my probably deranged looking figure and reddening face. 'Can you at least maybe give me a warning the next time you're going to put up more wards and test them so I'm not running out in the cold like a madwoman thinking that something awful happened to you ?!"

He held out his hand and placed it on my shoulder, rubbing it gently as he did so. "Calm down Renn, I'm perfectly fine. Now go back inside before you catch your death from this cold."

He lightly nudged me back in the direction of the cottage as his eyes softened assuring me that he was alright.

"Oh and before you do if I ever was in danger there wouldn't be much you could do to assist so it would probably be best if you ran in the other direction." He stated while turning to face the wards he was testing once more.

I nodded my head slightly at his words turning on my heels as I made my way back to the cottage while tugging my robes closer to my body and feeling embarrassed at my naivety.

As my cheeks flushed slightly from the cold and the close call I realized that relief was a prominent feeling coursing through me at the moment. I couldn't imagine having to be out here alone and having a baby alone even with Tippy assisting me.

Thinking something happened to him really put a lot into perspective for me.

I was starting to realize that I was more dependent on Lucius than I had originally thought I was. This was not good.

It wasn't that I was just physically dependent on him either like for my safety and what not. I was also emotionally dependent on him. Everyday this pull that I had with him was getting harder to resist.

It's not that I was in love with him or anything but something was there that had me continuously going back to him despite of all the hurt he's caused me over the last few months.

I mean he's put his hands on me more times than I can count and I still keep going back to him and letting him fuck me.

I still want him in every sense of the word.