You are an Idol and debuted with your Group a few months ago and also.. you are in a Relationship with Chan from Stray Kids since a few months too. Your Agency is not that huge so the debut was really hard, you got not that many fans but after your new Comback your Boyfriend Chan made a LIVE and accidentally made your relationship public as he played your new Song and smiled so brightly. He was really shy but also happy that it was finally public, he has only positive words about you and it was really amazing as you watched the LIVE and saw how he reacted. But what you also noticed was.. the comments from the Fans.
She is not skinny enough.. UGHH
She is so ugly WHY CHAN??
There are so many People on earth and he chooses her??
Is he blind??
She is so fat :O
You always got hate for your weight. But as an Idol you wanted to share it that it's okay to be not that skinny and be curvy, but the fans didn't passed the vibe. It's been only minutes later as your Social Media account got thousend of hate comments on your posts. You quickly deleted every comment, made a setting so that no one can comment anymore. But that was not all, the Social Media was full of it and it makes you so sad. You really tried to stay strong but this is really hurting... so bad.. For your luck Chan was not often on Social Media so maybe he would never see those hate comments and edits.
It's been awhile later as Chan called you via facetime. You picked up after wiping away your tears.
Chan smiled ,,Hey Y/nie, how are you my love?" ~ ,,I am fine.. just tired.... i saw your LIVE..." you faked a smiled. Chan chuckled ,,Yeah.. i made it public.. but i am totally fine with it, everyone should know that you are mine" he giggled and you smiled. He asked ,,Are you really okay?" ,,Yeah I am.. I am happy you did it Chan, i love you" you smiled. You talked for awhile until you fell asleep. The next morning you were afraid to open your Social Media, but you couldn't stop.. you scrolled through your timeline and it was a huge fight between fans and antis.. yeah your account got more followers and your videos more clicks but.. the fact that this happened just because of a drama and not your talent..
You stood up and get ready, you have to work, photoshoots and Interviews.. practice and the normal horror. You really tried to stay strong but days later you couldn't stand it anymore. You deleted all those apps from your Phone, didn't post anything... your Agency told everyone that you go on a Hiatus. You didn't told Chan about it so he went to your Appartment as soon as he heard the News. He was really worried and as you opened the door he hugged you ,,Babe.. what's wrong? Hiatus? What happened? Are you okay?" he was really worried. You nodded ,,I am okay.. I just need time for myself..." ,,I can understand it.. should we.. watch a movie and cuddle together? Made you will feel better" he cheered you up. You shaken your head and slowly said ,,Chan.. when i say i need time for myself.. i mean.. alone..."
Chan was confused ,,What do you mean alone?. Oh.. should i come tomorrow? or...?" ,,Chan.. i need time.. from everything..." ,,So.. you want to leave me? Is it that what you want? It's okay Y/n, it's totally okay if you stopped loving me, just tell me..." ,,Chan.. i still love you but this is not good for me.. please.. it would be better if you leave now." you said in a sad voice. Chan nodded totally down ,,Okay.. sure.. i don't wanna bother you.. call me if you need me.. I am always here for you.. no matter what happens.." ,,Thank you Chan.." you said and closed the door in front of his face. This breakup was really horrible but you had to do it. To your Agency you said that you broke up with Chan. You want that everyone knows about it so you can live in peace. You stayed home for days.. only watching Netflix and avoid social media.
Chan POV
Chan was heartbroken, to lose the love of his life was hard for him and also his Band Members noticed it that he was so down. Chan was in his Room and listened to sad music as someone knocked on his door. ,,Come in" he said in a monotone voice. Hyunjin came in and said ,,Hey Chan... can we talk?" ,,I don't wanna talk" Chan said but Hyunjin closed the door and said ,,It's about Y/n" ,,Huh?" Chan stood up and Hyunjin had his full attention. Hyunjin grabbed his Phone and gave it to Chan ,,Here, you should see that. You can scroll through it" Chan scrolled and scrolled and with every touch he made on his phone to see a new post.. a tear rolled down his cheek.
Hyunjin said ,,I think she broke up with you because she can't stand the hate anymore.." Chan nodded and sobbed. Hyunjin also said ,,You should do something Chan.. she is not feeling good.." ,,You are right... i have to go now" Chan said and stood up. On his way to fight for acceptance. He was going to his Studio, ready for a new LIVE. But this time.. he was not playing. He was mad, angry and totally fearsome. He started to speak with his angry Voice, talking to his 'FANS'
~ ,,So i haven't been on Social Media for awhile and i hate myself for it.. i never thought that Social Media is important.. I saw many comments.. posts.. About Y/n..most of the comments were not.. friendly. To see those comments and posts from Accounts as STRAY KIDS FANS made me really angry, because you are not a Fan. If you say something bad about Y/n you are not our Fan and not allowed to call you a fan, you are nothing. I am just here to inform everyone that i fight for my love and i will go back to her and i swear to god if you still spread hate about her, you will get to know me better... in a bad way..."
He ended the live after around 20 minutes and went to you on his fastes way. Hyunjin called you and told you that Chan was LIVE so you saw the whole LIVE. You were touched, touched because he was so protective and told everyone how much you meant to him. Only a few minutes later it knocked loud on your door. You opened the Door just to see Chan with tears in his eyes. You were totally nervous and didn't say anything. You both looked each other in the eyes for a long moment and then Chan sobbed ,,I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean to. I should have taken better care of you.. I can't imagine how bad you felt.. please let me in.." you let him in and he hugged you directly and pulled you closer. He sobbed ,,Y/n, it was my fault, i didn't know about that.. i wanna be there for you, i'll protect you, please baby, please.. let me be your protector"
You both cried and went to your Room to talk. Chan was trending on Social Media everywhere and also other Idols talked about this and agreed to his statement, also really huge idols from huge Groups spread love to your Group and to you and Chan. It was really breathtaking to see this while you both scrolled through the phone. Chan grabbed your hand and said ,,See.. we are here for you Y/n. You are enough and you are amazing, be mine and let's be happy forever. I love you so much Y/n.. i can't live without you.." ,,I love you too Chan.. thank you for everything.. you are so amazing.. i am glad that i have you in my life" you sobbed and pulled him closer for a hug. You two are a couple again, but this time.. in happy.
Chan's statement was enough for the world to spread hate. All those other Fandoms came to you to spread love, made fan accounts and shared their friendly words with you. This is how beautiful the world can be. More love, less hate.
